Then she came back to herself, and turned to him with an apologetic
smile. "I am afraid I have bored you to tears with my stupid personal
history, but I will finish by telling you one little thing that may
amuse you."
He protested, of course, that he had not been in the least bored, only
too painfully interested.
"Well, I am not a person easily crushed, and although a physical coward
and frightened of raids and thunderstorms, I am not a moral one. When I
began to review my position, I tried to hit upon some way of making
money."
Was she fond of money, he wondered? Well, perhaps, like most women, she
wanted money to buy herself pretty things. There was nothing unusual in
that.
"When I was a schoolgirl, I was supposed to show some artistic talent; I
got several prizes. So I set to work and painted some half-a-dozen
small things, in what I conceived to be a popular style, and took them
round to as many dealers. In a week my hopes were shattered. One
straightforward creature told me frankly that they just attained the
schoolgirl level of excellence, but that I should never become an
artist. It was not in me."
"A crushing blow, indeed," said Spencer sympathetically.
"I then turned to writing. Here, at any rate, was a profession that
required no previous painful training, only powers of observation, some
imagination, and a certain fluency of expression. I wrote some short
stories which I thought good, which I still think good. History
repeated itself. I sent them to a dozen editors, one after another. In
every case, they were declined with thanks."
"I daresay they were quite good, and they were not taken because you
didn't happen to be in the ring," was Spencer's consoling comment.
"Well," she exclaimed brightly, "there is an end of my reminiscences for
to-day. Let us talk of anything and everything else. Have you seen Mr
Esmond lately? He has not been near us since the night he came with
you."
Shortly afterwards he took his leave, he had stayed unconsciously long
as it was.
"I shall come again soon, if I may, to listen to some more
reminiscences," he said, as he shook hands. And she had given him
permission, with the brightest of smiles.
He had not learned half as much as he wanted, but he had gathered
something. The bounder cousin was the son of a self-made man, a
_parvenu_. And Stella Keane was not absolutely penniless, she had
enough money to buy herself clothes. Did Tommy Esmond know as much as
this? And if he did, why had he not said so?
CHAPTER TWELVE.
Although unsuspicious by nature, Guy Spencer had mixed much in the world
and seen a good deal of life. Attracted as he was by the charming
Stella, there was a something about the atmosphere of that flat in
Elsinore Gardens which created an unfavourable impression.
Of Mrs L'Estrange's antecedents there was no question. She was a woman
of good family, she could produce chapter and verse for her ancestors.
And yet, why was she not in a better environment?
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