Guy was delighted. He knew well enough that his own world would not
accept his marriage kindly, that they would never take his wife to their
offended bosom. But they would rub along somehow. There were plenty of
men he could bring to their house, and perhaps a few decent women who
were perfectly respectable, but not too strait-laced. And, anyway, the
world was well lost for love like this.
It cannot be said that, on the social side, their existence was a very
brilliant one. It did not matter so much to Guy, he had never been
over-fond of society. He liked his men friends, and having been a
bachelor so long, he was fond of club life. He got quite as much
amusement and distraction as he wanted.
His wife had many lonely hours, but she was wise in this respect that
she never sought to chain him to her side. Whenever he came home he
found her there waiting for him, affectionate and welcoming. Perhaps,
after her stormy and chequered past, what would have been dullness to
others seemed to her the peace she had been longing for.
She got on very well with her husband's male friends, most of whom
openly expressed amongst themselves their admiration for her. If she
had been a woman of a flirtatious temperament she could have had a good
time without overstepping the bounds of decorum. But she never exceeded
the limits of strict friendship. She never indulged in an intimacy that
could have the least element of danger in it. The general vote was,
that she was very beautiful, very charming, in a quiet, elusive way, but
naturally of a cold and unimpassionable nature. Only for her husband
did her glance take on a warmer expression, her voice a tenderer tone.
The few women who came to the house found her unsatisfactory. The
impression made upon them--and women are pretty shrewd when dissecting
one of their own sex--was that she was a person who lived too much
within herself, had a rooted disinclination "to let herself go" in those
little confidential chats which are indulged in when no men are present.
And for that studied reticence there must be some cogent reason. Above
all, she never referred to her girlhood, never made any allusions to her
family. The general impression was that Mrs Spencer had something to
hide.
Anyway, after many months of married life, Guy was still as much in love
with her as ever, and he was always profoundly touched by the pretty and
impressive way in which she insisted that all the advantages were on her
side, that she could never repay him sufficiently for the sacrifices he
had so cheerfully made.
Of course Guy knew nothing of what his friends were saying; the men who
admired her beauty, and were disappointed at the negative qualities
which accompanied it; the women who found her unsatisfactory and were
determined that she had something to hide.
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