It was a matter of moments. Even to Hallam it was like an encounter in
a dream. A blind desire to possess himself of the money he had touched
had come over him; and reckless now, half mad, he seized the curate by
the throat. There was a furious struggle, a few inarticulate cries, a
heavy fall, and he was kneeling upon him, and dragging the pocket-book
from his breast.
All, as it were, in a dream!
Millicent Hallam stood listening at the window to her husband's steps,
and then pressed her hands to her burning forehead to try and think more
clearly about her position. It was so hard to think ill of Bayle; she
could not do it; and yet her husband had said he was his enemy, and
fighting against him to destroy him. Besides, Bayle had not been near
them for days. It was so strange that he should go away without telling
her!
And so, as she stood there, the two currents of thought met--that which
ran love and trust in her husband, and that which was full of gentle
sisterly feeling for Bayle; and as they met there was tumult and
confusion in her brain, till the first current proved the stronger, and
swept the latter aside, running strongly on towards the future.
"He is my husband, and he trusts me now as I trust him," she said
proudly. "It is impossible. He could do no wrong."
She went up to the bed-room where Julie lay asleep, and stood watching
the sweet, happy little face for some time, ending by kneeling down,
taking one of the little hands in hers, and praying fervently for help,
for guidance, and for protection in the troubled future, that appeared
to be surrounding her with clouds.
How dense they seemed! How was it all to end? Would she be called upon
by her husband to leave their home and friends, and go far away? Well,
and if that were her fate, husband and child were all in all to her, and
it was her duty.
"He trusts me now," she said smiling; and feeling happier and more at
rest than she had for months with their petty cares and poverty and
shame, she bent over and kissed Julie, when the child's arms were
clasped about her neck and clung there for a moment, before dropping
listlessly back upon the bed.
Passing her hand over the child's forehead to be sure that she was cool
and that no lurking fever was there, Millicent went down to the
dining-room again, to sit and listen for the coming step.
She had heard the coach come and go, but instead of the place settling
down again into its normal quiet, there seemed to be a great many people
about, and hurrying footsteps were heard, such as would be at times when
there was an alarm of fire in the town.
And yet it was not like that. More, perhaps, as if there were some
meeting, and the steps died away.
For a moment or two Millicent had been disposed to summon Thisbe, and
send her to see what was wrong; but on drawing aside the curtains and
looking out, the street seemed deserted, and though there were a few
figures in the market-place, they did not excite her surprise.
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