"Pish!" he cried, impatiently. "You don't know what you're saying.
Lead a new life--a life of repentance! I have had a fine preparation
for it here. Why, I tell you they would turn a saint here into a fiend!
I sinned against their laws, and they sent me here, herded with
hundreds, some of whom might have been brought to better lives; but it
has been one long course of brutal treatment, and the lash. Hope was
dead to us all, and we had to drag on our lives in misery and despair.
I tell you I've had to do with people who sought to make us demons, and
you talk to me now of repentance for the past."
"Yes, and you shall repent!" she cried, wildly.
"Silence!" he said, fiercely. "You are my wife, and it is your duty to
obey. Not a word of this to Julie. I will speak to her; and as to
Crellock--oh, I can manage him."
He thrust her aside, and strode out of the room without another word,
leaving her standing with her hands clasped together, gazing into
vacancy, as if stunned by the blow that had fallen--as if the savage
acceptance of the truth of the charges by her husband had robbed her of
her reason.
During her long trial, whenever a shadowy doubt had crept into her
sight, she had slain it. Always he had been her martyr, and she had
been ready, in fierce resentment, to turn upon those who would have cast
the slightest reflection upon his fame. He, the idol of her young life,
her first love, had suffered through misfortune, through an ugly turn of
fate, and she had gone on waiting for the day when he would be cleared.
In that spirit, she had crossed the wide ocean, bearing with her his
freedom, as she believed; and now, after fighting a year against the
terrible disillusions that had been showing Robert Hallam in his true
light, the veil that she had so obstinately held was rent in twain, torn
away for ever. By his own confession, the husband of her love was a
despicable thief; and as she realised how she had been made his
accomplice in bringing over the fruits of his theft, the blow seemed now
greater than she could bear, the future one terrible void.
VOLUME FOUR, CHAPTER SIX.
THE SHADOW ACROSS THE PATH.
What to do? How to bear it? How far she--woman of purest thought--had
sinned in participating as she had in Hallam's crime?
It was as if the shock had blunted and confused her understanding, so
that she could not think clearly or make out any plan for her future
proceeding. And all the time she was haunted as by a great horror.
Now light would come, and she would seem to see her course clearly and
wonder that she should have hesitated before. It was all so simple.
Sir Gordon was there in Sydney, her oldest friend. He it was who had
been the sufferer by her husband's defalcations, and of course it was
her duty to go straight to him and tell him all.
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