"Oh, not in the least!" he cried sarcastically. "You don't want any
money, of course?"
"I do, dear, terribly," she said sadly. "I have been asked a great deal
lately for payments of bills; and if you could let me have some this
morning--"
"Then I cannot; it's impossible. There, wait a few days and the crisis
will be over, and you can clear off."
"And you will not speculate again, dear?" she said eagerly.
"Oh, no, of course not," he rejoined, with the touch of sarcasm in his
voice.
"We should be so much happier, dear, on your salary. I would make it
plenty for us; and then, Robert, you would be so much more at peace."
"How can I be at peace?" he cried savagely, "when, just as I am harassed
with monetary cares--which you cannot understand--I find my home,
instead of a place of rest, a place of torment?"
"Robert!" she said, in a tone of tender reproach.
"People here I don't want to see; servants pestering me for money, when
I have given you ample for our household expenses; and my own child set
against me, ready to shrink from me, and look upon me as some domestic
ogre!"
"Robert, dear, pray do not talk like this."
"I am driven to it," he cried fiercely; "the child detests me!"
"Oh no, no, no," she whispered, placing her arm round his neck.
"And rushes to that fellow Bayle as if she had been taught to look upon
him as everybody."
"Nay, nay," she said softly; and there was a tender smile upon her lip,
a look of loving pity in her eye. "Julie likes Mr Bayle, for he pets
her, and plays with her as if he were her companion."
"And I am shunned."
"Oh, no, dear, you frighten poor Julie sometimes when you are in one of
your stern, thoughtful moods."
"My stern, thoughtful moods! Pshaw!"
"Yes," she said tenderly; "your stern, thoughtful moods. The child
cannot understand them as I do, dear husband. She thinks of sunshine
and play. How can she read the depth of the father's love--of the man
who is so foolishly ambitious to win fortune for his child? Robert--
husband--my own, would it not be better to set all these strivings for
wealth aside, and go back to the simple, peaceful days again?"
"You do not understand these things," he said harshly. "There, let me
go. I ought to have been at the bank an hour ago, but I could not get a
wink of sleep all the early part of the night."
"I know, dear. It was three o'clock when you went to sleep."
"How did you know?"
"The clock struck when you dropped off, dear. I did not speak for fear
of waking you."
She did not add that she, too, had been kept awake about money matters,
and wondering whether her husband would consent to live in a more simple
style in a smaller house.
"There, good-bye," he said, kissing her. "It is all coming right.
Don't talk to your father or mother about my affairs."
"Of course I should not, love," she replied; "such things are sacred."
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