"They'll know soon enough," said Thickens grimly. A curious feeling of
horror came over Bayle, as he heard these words, the cold, damp dew
gathered on his brow, his hands felt moist, and his heart began to beat
heavily.
He could not have told why this was, only that a vague sense of some
terrible horror oppressed him. He felt that he was about to receive
some blow, and that he was weak, unnerved, and unprepared for the shock,
just when he required all his faculties to be at their strongest and
best.
And yet the clerk had said so little--nothing that could be considered
as leading up to the horror the hearer foresaw. All the same though,
Bayle's imagination seized upon the few scant words--those few dry bones
of utterance, clothed them with flesh, and made of them giants of terror
before whose presence he shook and felt cowed.
"Tell me," he said at last, and his voice sounded strange to him, "tell
me all."
There was another pause, and then Thickens, who looked singularly
troubled and grey, sat up.
"Yes," he said, "I'll tell you all. I can trust you, Mr Bayle. I
don't come to you because you are a priest, but because you are a man--a
gentleman who will help me, and I want to do what's right."
"I know--I believe you do, Thickens," said the curate huskily, and he
looked at him almost reproachfully, as if blaming him for the pain that
he was about to give.
He felt all this. He could not have explained why, but as plainly as if
he had been forewarned, he knew that some terrible blow was about to
fall.
Thickens sat staring straight before him now, gnawing hard at one of his
nails, and looking like a man having a hard struggle with himself.
It was a very plainly-furnished but pleasant little room, whose wide,
low window had a broad sill upon which some half-dozen flowers bloomed,
and just then, as the two men sat facing each other, the last glow of
evening lit up the curate's troubled face, and left that of Thickens
more and more in the shade.
"That's better," he said with a half laugh. "I wish I had left it till
it was dark. Look here, Mr Bayle, I've been in trouble these five
years past."
"You?"
"Yes, sir. I say it again: I've been in trouble these six or seven
years past, and it's been a trouble that began like a little cloud as
you'd say--no bigger than a man's hand; and it grew slowly bigger and
bigger, till it's got to be a great, thick, black darkness, covering
everything before the storm bursts."
"Don't talk riddles, man; speak out."
"Parables, Mr Bayle, sir, parables. Give me time, sir, give me time.
You don't know what it is to a man who has trained himself from a boy to
be close and keep secrets, to have to bring them out of himself and lay
them all bare."
"I'll be patient; but you are torturing me. Go on."
"I felt it would, and that's one of the things that's kept me back, sir;
but I'm going to speak now."
"Go on."
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