The hours glided slowly by, and that weary exclamation rose to his lips
again and again:
"Will morning never come?"
It seemed as if it never would be day, but long before the first faint
rays had streaked the east he had made his plans.
"It is for her sake; for her child's sake. At whatever cost, I must try
and save them."
His first ideas were to go straight to Hallam's house; but such a course
would have excited notice. He felt that Millicent would think it
strange if he went there early. Time was of the greatest importance,
but he felt that he must not be too hasty, so seated himself to try and
calm the throbbings of his brain, and to make himself cool and judicial
for the task he had in hand.
Soon after seven he walked quietly downstairs, and took his hat. It
would excite no surprise, he thought, for him to be going for a morning
walk, and, drawing in a long breath of the sweet refreshing air, he
began to stride up the street.
"How bright and beautiful is thy earth, O God!" he murmured, as the
delicious morning sunshine bathed his face, "and how we mar and destroy
its beauties with our wretched scheming and plans! Ah! I must not feel
like this," he muttered, as a restful hopefulness born of the early day
seemed to be infusing itself throughout his being.
He had no occasion to check the feeling of content and rest, for he had
not gone a dozen yards before the whole force of his position flashed
upon him. He felt that he was a plotter against the prosperity of the
town--that scores of the people whose homes he was passing were
beginning the day in happy ignorance that perhaps the savings of a life
were in jeopardy. Ought he not to warn them at once, and bid them save
what they could out of the fire?
For his conscience smote him, asking him, how he, a clergyman, the
preacher of truth and justice and innocence, could be going to
temporise, almost to join in the fraud by what he was about to do?
"How can I meet my people after this?" he asked himself; and his face
grew careworn and lined. The old reproach against him had passed away.
No one could have called him young and boyish-looking now.
"Morning, sir," cried a harsh voice.
Bayle started, and flushed like some guilty creature, for he had come
suddenly upon old Gemp as he supposed, though the reverse was really the
case.
"Going for a walk, sir?" said Gemp, pointing at him, and scanning his
face searchingly.
"Yes, Mr Gemp. Fine morning, is it not?"
Gemp stood shaving himself with one finger, as the curate passed on, and
made a curious rasping noise as the rough finger passed over the
stubble. Then he shook his head and began to follow slowly and at a
long distance.
"I felt as if that man could read my very thoughts," said Bayle, as he
went along the street, past the bank, and out into the north road that
led towards the mill.
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