Authors, Scottish -- 19th century -- Biography; Carlyle, Thomas, 1795-1881; Historians -- Great Britain -- Biography
The "recent return of popularity greater than ever," which
I hear of, seems due alone to that late Edinburgh affair;
especially to the Edinburgh "Address," and affords new proof
of the singularly dark and feeble condition of "public
judgment" at this time. No idea, or shadow of an idea, is in
that Address but what had been set forth by me tens of times
before, and the poor gaping sea of prurient blockheadism
receives it as a kind of inspired revelation, and runs to
buy my books (it is said), now when I have got quite done
with their buying or refusing to buy. If they would give me
L10,000 a year and bray unanimously their hosannahs
heaven-high for the rest of my life, who now would there be
to get the smallest joy or profit from it? To me I feel as
if it would be a silent sorrow rather, and would bring me
painful retrospections, nothing else.
We require no open-sesame, no clumsy confidence from attaches flaunting
their intimacy, to assure us that there were "depths of tenderness" in
Carlyle. His susceptibility to the softer influences of nature, of family
life, of his few chosen friends, is apparent in almost every page of his
biography, above all in the _Reminiscences_, those supreme records of
regret, remorse, and the inspiration of bereavement. There is no surge of
sorrow in our literature like that which is perpetually tossed up in
the second chapter of the second volume, with the never-to-be-forgotten
refrain--
Cherish what is dearest while you have it near you, and wait
not till it is far away. Blind and deaf that we are; oh,
think, if thou yet love anybody living, wait not till death
sweep down the paltry little dust clouds and dissonances of
the moment, and all be at last so mournfully clear and
beautiful, when it is too late!
Were we asked to bring together the three most pathetic sentences in our
tongue since Lear asked the question, "And have his daughters brought him
to this pass?" we should select Swift's comment on the lock of Stella,
"Only a woman's hair"; the cry of Tennyson's Rizpah, "The bones had moved
in my side"; and Carlyle's wail, "Oh that I had you yet but for five
minutes beside me, to tell you all!" But in answer we hear only the
flapping of the folds of Isis, "strepitumque Acherontis avari."
All of sunshine that remained in my life went out in that
sudden moment. All of strength too often seems to have
gone.... Were it permitted, I would pray, but to whom? I can
well understand the invocation of saints. One's prayer now
has to be voiceless, done with the heart still, but also
with the hands still more.... Her birthday. She not here--I
cannot keep it for her now, and send a gift to poor old
Betty, who next to myself remembers her in life-long love
and sacred sorrow. This is all I can do.... Time was to
bring relief, said everybody; but Time has not to any
extent, nor, in truth, did I much wish him
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