Dr. Chalmers was moved in the very depths of his soul—for the proposal
of the Town Council was a blow at the ruling idea of his heart—and he
delivered himself of these sentiments with such overwhelming energy that
his friends at the moment trembled for the consequences. As he was
walking homeward after the meeting, on hailing a friend and taking his
arm, he suddenly stopped short, and said he felt very strangely. His
sensations were giddiness, and a numbness on the right side, as if he
were going to fall. It was but too evident that he had sustained a
slight attack of paralysis. When medical aid was obtained, it was seen
that the muscles on the right side of his face were slightly paralysed,
and his speech somewhat affected. Sensation over the right side was
very much impaired, but the mind was wholly untouched. Rest and the
ordinary treatment soon restored him, and in a short time he was able to
resume all his ordinary studies and avocations.
But the event in his personal history that touched him more than
anything else during this period was the completion of his sixtieth
year, on 17th March 1840. It was a favourite thought that the seventh
decade of life ought to be turned into a kind of Sabbath, and spent
sabbatically, as if on the shore of the next world, or in the outer
courts of the heavenly tabernacle. In the case of his mother the last
years of her life had had something of this character, and Dr. Chalmers
longed for a like experience. Deep in his soul lay the desire for
direct and deliberate communion with God, for he not only believed in
such communion as the greatest privilege of the human spirit, but he
knew that it brought to the worshipper an actual communication of divine
influence, so far as the creature was capable of receiving the divine.
’Oh that my heart were a fountain of gracious things,’ he wrote in his
diary on his sixtieth birthday, ’which might flow out with gracious
influence on the heads of my acquaintances, and more particularly of the
members of my family!’
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