Christian fiction; Wingfold, Thomas (Fictitious character) -- Fiction
“Everybody likes it,” said George, “--more or less.”
“I am not so sure of EVERYbody,” replied Helen. “Do you imagine that
twisted little dwarf-woman that opened the gate for us is content with
her lot?”
“No, that is impossible--while she sees you and remains what she is.
But I said nothing of contentment. I was but thinking of the fools
who, whether content or not, yet want to live for ever, and so, very
conveniently, take their longing for immortality, which they call an
idea innate in the human heart, for a proof that immortality is their
rightful inheritance.”
“How then do you account for the existence and universality of the
idea?” asked Helen, who had happened lately to come upon some arguments
on the other side.
But while she spoke thus indifferently she felt in her heart like one
who wakes from a delicious swim in the fairest of rivers, to find that
the clothes have slipped from the bed to the floor:--that was all his
river and all his swim!
“I account for its existence as I have just said; and for its
universality by denying it. It is NOT universal, for _I_ haven’t it.”
“At least you will not deny that men, even when miserable, shrink from
dying?”
“Anything, everything is unpleasant out of its due time. I will
allow, for the sake of argument, that the thought of dying is always
unpleasant. But wherefore so? Because, in the very act of thinking it,
the idea must always be taken from the time that suits with it--namely,
its own time, when it will at length, and ought at length to come--and
placed in the midst of the lively present, with which assuredly it does
not suit. To life, death must be always hateful. In the rush and turmoil
of effort, how distasteful even the cave of the hermit--let ever such a
splendid view spread abroad before its mouth! But when it comes it will
be pleasant enough, for then its time will have come also--the man will
be prepared for it by decay and cessation. If one were to tell me that
he had that endless longing for immortality, of which hitherto I have
only heard at second hand, I would explain it to him thus:--Your life,
I would say, not being yet complete, still growing, feels in itself the
onward impulse of growth, and, unable to think of itself as other than
complete, interprets that onward impulse as belonging to the time around
it instead of the nature within it. Or rather let me say, the man feels
in himself the elements of more, and not being able to grasp the notion
of his own completeness, which is so far from him, transposes the
feeling of growth and sets it beyond himself, translating it at the same
time into an instinct of duration, a longing after what he calls eternal
life. But when the man is complete, then comes decay and brings its
own contentment with it--as will also death, when it arrives in its own
proper season of fulness and ripeness.”
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