Christian fiction; Wingfold, Thomas (Fictitious character) -- Fiction
“I will not say,” returned Polwarth. “Not having troubled you, you would
probably only wonder why it should have troubled me. For my purpose
in mentioning the matter, it is enough to say that I had turned with
eagerness to the passage wherein it occurs, as given in two of the
gospels in our version. Judge my delight in discovering that in the one
gospel the whole passage was omitted by the two oldest manuscripts, and
in the other just the one word that had troubled me, by the same two. I
would not have you suppose me foolish enough to imagine that the oldest
manuscript must be the most correct; but you will at once understand the
sense of room and air which the discovery gave me notwithstanding, and
I mention it because it goes both to account for the dream that followed
and to enforce its truth. Pray do not however imagine me a believer in
dreams more than in any other source of mental impressions. If a dream
reveal a principle, that principle is a revelation, and the dream is
neither more NOR LESS valuable than a waking thought that does the same.
The truth conveyed is the revelation. I do not deny that facts have been
learned in dreams, but I would never call the communication of a mere
fact a revelation. Truth alone, beheld as such by the soul, is worthy
of the name. Facts, however, may themselves be the instruments of such
revelation.
“The dream I am now going to tell you was clearly enough led up to by my
waking thoughts. For I had been saying to myself ere I fell asleep: ‘On
the very Mount Sinai, that once burned with heavenly fire, and resounded
with the thunder of a visible Presence, now old and cold, and swathed in
the mists of legend and doubt, was discovered the most reverend,
because most ancient record of the new dispensation which dethroned
that mountain, and silenced the thunders of the pedagogue law! Is it not
possible that yet, in some ancient convent, insignificant to the eye
of the traveller as modern Nazareth would be but for its ancient story,
some one of the original gospel-manuscripts may lie, truthful and
unblotted from the hand of the very evangelist?--Oh lovely parchment!’
I thought--‘if eye of man might but see thee! if lips of man might kiss
thee!’ and my heart swelled like the heart of a lover at the thought of
such a boon.--Now, as you know, I live in a sort of live coffin
here,” continued the little man, striking his pigeon-breast, “with a
barrel-organ of discords in it, constantly out of order in one way or
another; and hence it comes that my sleep is so imperfect, and my dreams
run more than is usual, as I believe, on in the direction of my last
waking thoughts. Well, that night, I dreamed thus: I was in a desert. It
was neither day nor night to me. I saw neither sun, moon, nor stars. A
heavy, yet half-luminous cloud hung over the visible earth. My heart was
beating fast and high, for I was journeying towards a certain Armenian
convent, where I had good ground for hoping I should find the original
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