Christian fiction; Wingfold, Thomas (Fictitious character) -- Fiction
The news of that strange first sermon had of course spread through the
town, and the people came to church the next Sunday in crowds--twice as
many as the usual assembly--some who went seldom, some who went nowhere,
some who belonged to other congregations and communities--mostly bent
on witnessing whatever eccentricity the very peculiar young man might
be guilty of next, but having a few among them who were sympathetically
interested in seeing how far his call, if call it was, would lead him.
His second sermon was to the same purport as the first. Preposing no
text, he spoke to the following effect, and indeed the following are of
the very words he uttered:
“The church wherein you now listen, my hearers, the pulpit wherein I
now speak, stand here from of old in the name of Christianity. What is
Christianity? I know but one definition, the analysis of which, if the
thing in question be a truth, must be the joyous labour of every devout
heart to all eternity. For Christianity does not mean what you think or
what I think concerning Christ, but what IS OF Christ. My Christianity,
if ever I come to have any, will be what of Christ is in me; your
Christianity now is what of Christ is in you. Last Sunday I showed you
our Lord’s very words--that he, and no other, was his disciple who did
what he told him,--and said therefore that I dared not call myself a
disciple. I say the same thing in saying now that I dare not call myself
a Christian, lest I should offend him with my ‘Lord, Lord!’ Still it is,
and I cannot now help it, in the name of Christianity that I here stand.
I have, alas, with blameful and appalling thoughtlessness I subscribed
my name, as a believer, to the Articles of the Church of England, with
no better reason than that I was unaware of any dissent therefrom, and
have been ordained one of her ministers. The relations into which this
has brought me I do not feel justified in severing at once, lest I
should therein seem to deny that which its own illumination may yet
show me to be true, and I desire therefore a little respite and room for
thought and resolve. But meantime it remains my business, as an honest
man in the employment of the church, to do my best towards the setting
forth of the claims of him upon whom that church is founded, and in
whose name she exists. As one standing on the outskirts of a listening
Galilean crowd, a word comes now and then to my hungry ears and hungrier
heart: I turn and tell it again to you--not that ye have not heard it
also, but that I may stir you up to ask yourselves: ‘Do I then obey this
word? Have I ever, have I once sought to obey it? Am I a pupil of Jesus?
Am I a Christian?’ Hear then of his words. For me, they fill my heart
with doubt and dismay.
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