Christian fiction; Wingfold, Thomas (Fictitious character) -- Fiction
“That’s the beauty of you!--excuse me, sir,” cried the draper
triumphantly. “You don’t pretend to teach us anything, but you make us
so uncomfortable that we go about ever after asking ourselves what we
ought to do. Till last Sunday, I had always looked upon myself as an
honest man: let me see: it would be more correct to say I looked on
myself as a man QUITE HONEST ENOUGH. That I do not feel so now, is
your doing, sir. You said in your sermon last Sunday, and specially
to business men: ‘Do you do to your neighbour as you would have your
neighbour do to you? If not, how can you suppose that the lord of
Christians will acknowledge you as a disciple of his, that is, as a
Christian?’ Now I was even surer of being a Christian than of being an
honest man. You will hardly believe it, and what to think of it myself
I now hardly know, but I had satisfied myself, more or less, that I had
gone through all the necessary stages of being born again, and it is now
many years since I was received into a Christian church--dissenting of
course, I mean; for what I count the most important difference after all
between church and dissent is that the one, right or wrong, requires
for communion a personal profession of faith, and credible proof of
conversion--which I believed I gave them, and have been for years, I
shame to say it, one of the deacons of that community. But it shall not
be for long. To return to my story, however: I was indignant at being
called upon from a church-pulpit to raise in myself the question whether
or not I was a Christian;--for had I not put my faith in the--? But I
will avoid theology, for I have paid more regard to that than has proved
good for me. Suffice it to say that I was now driven from the tests of
the theologians to try myself by the words of the Master: he must be
the best theologian after all, mustn’t he, sir?--and so there and then I
tried the test of doing to your neighbour AS. But I could NOT get it to
work; I could not see how to use it, and while I was trying how to make
it apply, you were gone, and I lost all the rest of the sermon.
“Now whether it was anything you had said coming back to me, I cannot
tell, but next day, that was yesterday, all at once, in the shop here,
as I was serving Mrs. Ramshorn, the thought came to me: How would Jesus
Christ have done if he had been a draper instead of a carpenter? When
she was gone, I went up to my room to think about it. And there it
seemed--that first I must know how he did as a carpenter. But that
we are told nothing about. I could get no light upon that. And so my
thoughts turned again to the original question.--How would he have done
had he been a draper? And, strange to say, I seemed to know far more
about that than the other, and to have something to go upon. In fact I
had a sharp and decisive answer concerning several things of which I had
dared to make a question.”
“The vision of the ideal woke the ideal in yourself,” said Wingfold
thoughtfully.
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