Christian fiction; Wingfold, Thomas (Fictitious character) -- Fiction
When he raised his head on the Sunday from kneeling, with heart honest,
devout, and neighbourly, in the pulpit before the sermon, and cast his
eyes round his congregation, they rested first, for one moment and no
more, upon the same pallid and troubled countenance whose reflection
had so often of late looked out from the magic mirror of his memory; the
next, they flitted across the satisfied, healthy, handsome, clever face
of her cousin, behind which plainly sat a conscience well-to-do, in an
easy chair; the third, they saw and fled the peevish autumnal visage
of Mrs. Ramshorn; the next, they roved a little, then rested on the
draper’s good-humoured disc, on the white forehead of which brooded a
cloud of thoughtfulness. Last of all they sought the free seats, and
found the faces of both the dwarfs. It was the first time he had seen
Rachel’s there, and it struck him that it expressed greater suffering
than he had read in it before. She ought rather to be in bed than
in church, he thought. But the same seemed the case with her uncle’s
countenance also; and with that came the conclusion that the pulpit was
a wonderful watch-tower whence to study human nature; that people lay
bare more of their real nature and condition to the man in the pulpit
than they know--even before the sermon. Their faces have fallen into
the shape of their minds, for the church has an isolating as well as
congregating power, and no passing emotion moulds them to an evanescent
show. When Polwarth spoke to a friend, the suffering melted in issuing
radiance; when he sat thus quiescent, patient endurance was the first
thing to be read on his countenance. This flashed through the curate’s
mind in the moments ere he began to speak, and with it came afresh the
feeling--one that is, yet ought not to be sad--that no one of all these
hearts could give summer-weather to another. The tears rose in his eyes
as he gazed, and his heart swelled towards his own flesh and blood, as
if his spirit would break forth in a torrent of ministering tenderness
and comfort. Then he made haste to speak lest he should become unable.
As usual his voice trembled at first, but rose into strength as his
earnestness found way. This is a good deal like what he said:
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