Christian fiction; Wingfold, Thomas (Fictitious character) -- Fiction
“I speak from experience,” the curate went on--“from what else could I
speak? I know that so long as we hang back from doing what conscience
urges, there is no peace for us. I will not say our prayers are not
heard, for Mr. Polwarth has taught me that the most precious answer
prayer can have, lies in the growing strength of the impulse towards the
dreaded duty, and in the ever sharper stings of the conscience. I think
I asked already whether there were no relatives to whom reparation could
be made?”
“Yes, yes,” gasped Helen; “and I told you reparation was impossible.”
Her voice had sunk almost to a groan.
“But at least confession--” said Wingfold---and started from his seat.
CHAPTER XX.
INTERCESSION.
A stifled cry had interrupted him. Helen was pressing her handkerchief
to her mouth. She rose and ran from him. Wingfold stood alarmed
and irresolute. She had not gone many steps, however, when her pace
slackened, her knees gave way, and she dropped senseless on the grass.
Wingfold ran to the house for water. Rachel hastened to her assistance,
and Polwarth followed. It was some time before they succeeded in
reviving her.
When at length the colour began to return a little to her cheek,
Polwarth dropped on his knees at her feet. Wingfold in his ministrations
was already kneeling on one side of her, and Rachel now kneeled on the
other. Then Polwarth said, in his low and husky, yet not altogether
unmelodious voice,
“Life eternal, this lady of thine hath a sore heart and we cannot help
her. Thou art Help, O mighty Love. They who know thee best rejoice in
thee most. As thy sun that shines over our heads, as thy air that flows
into our bodies, thou art above, around, and in us; thou art in her
heart: Oh speak to her there; let her know thy will, and give her
strength to do it, O Father of Jesus Christ! Amen.”
When Helen opened her eyes, she saw only the dark leaves of an arbutus
over her, and knew nothing beyond a sense of utter misery and weakness,
with an impulse to rise and run. With an effort she moved her head a
little, and then she saw the three kneeling forms, the clergyman with
bowed head, and the two dwarfs with shining upturned faces: she thought
she was dead and they were kneeling about her corpse. Her head dropped
with a weary sigh of relief, she lay passive, and heard the dwarf’s
prayer. Then she knew that she was not dead, and the disappointment
was bitter. But she thought of Leopold, and was consoled. After a few
minutes of quiet, they helped her into the house, and laid her on a sofa
in the parlour.
“Don’t be frightened, dear lady,” said the little woman; “nobody shall
come near you. We will watch you as if you were the queen. I am going to
get some tea for you.”
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