Christian fiction; Wingfold, Thomas (Fictitious character) -- Fiction
“There would be more hope of his future,” returned Polwarth. “--Is the
child,” he continued, “who sits by his father’s knee and looks up into
his father’s face, SERVING that father, because the heart of the father
delights to look down upon his child? And shall the moment of my deepest
repose and bliss, the moment when I serve myself with the very life of
the universe, be called a serving of my God? It is communion with God;
he holds it with me, else never could I hold it with him. I am as the
foam-froth upon his infinite ocean, but of the water of the ocean is the
bubble on its waves.”
Not the eyes only, but the whole face of the man, which had grown of a
pure, semi-transparent whiteness, appeared to Wingfold to emit light.
“When my child would serve me,” he went on, “he spies out some need I
have, springs from his seat at my knee, finds that which will meet my
necessity, and is my eager, happy servant, of consequence in his own
eyes inasmuch as he has done something for his father. His seat by my
knee is love, delight, well-being, peace--not service, however pleasing
in my eyes.--‘Why do you seat yourself at my knee, my son?’ ‘To please
you, father.’ ‘Nay then, my son! go from me, and come again when
it shall be to please thyself.’--‘Why do you cling to my chair, my
daughter? ‘Because I want to be near you, father. It makes me so
happy!’ ‘Come nearer still--come to my bosom, my child, and be yet
happier.’--Talk not of public worship as divine service; it is a
mockery. Search the prophets and you will find the observances, fasts
and sacrifices and solemn feasts, of the temple by them regarded with
loathing and scorn, just because by the people they were regarded as
DIVINE SERVICE.”
“But,” said Mr. Drew, while Wingfold turned towards him with some
anxiety lest he should break the mood of the little prophet, “I can’t
help thinking I have you! for how are poor creatures like us--weak,
blundering creatures, sometimes most awkward when best-intentioned--how
are we to minister to a perfect God--perfect in wisdom, strength, and
everything--of whom Paul says that he is not worshipped with men’s
hands as though he needed anything? I cannot help thinking that you are
fighting merely with a word. Certainly, if the phrase ever was used
in that sense, there is no meaning of the kind attached to it now: it
stands merely for the forms of public worship.”
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