Christian fiction; Wingfold, Thomas (Fictitious character) -- Fiction
“Why, of course he can do that!” said Polwarth. “What sort of watchmaker
were he who could not set right the watches and clocks himself made?”
“But the hearts of men and women!” “Which God does far more than make!”
interposed Polwarth. “That a being able to make another self-conscious
being distinct from himself, should be able also to set right whatever
that being could set wrong, seems to me to follow of simple necessity.
He might even, should that be fit, put the man himself in the way of
making up for what he had done, or at least put it in his power to ask
and receive a forgiveness that would set all right between him and the
person wronged. One of the painful things in the dogma of the endless
loss of the wicked is that it leaves no room for the righteous to make
up to them for the wrongs they did them in this life. For the righteous
do the wicked far more wrong than they think--the righteous being all
the time, in reality, the wealthy, and the wicked the poor. But it is
a blessed word that there are first that shall be last, and last that
shall be first.”
Helen stared. This last sounded to her mere raving madness, and she
thought how wrong she had been to allow such fanatics to gain power over
her poor Leopold--who sat before them whiter than ever, and with what
she took for a wilder gleam in his eye.
“Is there not the might of love, and all eternity for it to work in, to
set things right?” ended Polwarth.
“O God!” cried Leopold, “if that might be true! That would be a gift
indeed--the power to make up for the wrong I have done!”
He rose from the couch--slowly, sedately, I had almost said formally,
like one with a settled object, and stood erect, swaying a little from
weakness.
“Mr. Wingfold,” he said, “I want of you one more favour: will you take
me to the nearest magistrate? I wish to give myself up.”
Helen started up and came forward, paler than the sick man.
“Mr. Wingfold! Mr. Polwarth!” she said, and turned from the one to the
other, “the boy is not himself. You will never allow him to do such a
mad thing!”
“It may be the right thing,” said the curate to Leopold, “but we must
not act without consideration.”
“I have considered and considered it for days--for weeks,” returned
Leopold; “but until this moment I never had the courage to resolve on
the plainest of duties.--Helen, if I were to go up to the throne of God
with the psalm in my mouth, and say to him, ‘Against thee, thee only,
have I sinned,’ it would be false; for I have sinned against every man,
woman, and child in England at least, and I will repudiate myself. To
the throne of God I want to go, and there is no way thither for me but
through the gate of the law.”
“Leopold!” pleaded Helen, as if for her own life with some hard judge,
“what good can it do to send another life after the one that is gone? It
cannot bring it back, or heal a single sorrow for its loss.”
“Except perhaps my own,” said Leopold, in a feeble voice, but not the
less in a determined tone.
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