Christian fiction; Wingfold, Thomas (Fictitious character) -- Fiction
“But did our Lord not call the righteous? Did he not call honest men
about him--James and John and Simon--sturdy fisher-folk, who faced the
night and the storm, worked hard, fared roughly, lived honestly, and led
good cleanly lives with father and mother, or with wife and children?
I do not know that he said anything special to convince them that they
were sinners before he called them. But it is to be remarked that one
of the first effects of his company upon Simon Peter was, that the
fisherman grew ashamed of himself, and while ashamed was yet possessed
with an impulse of openness and honesty no less than passionate. The
pure man should not be deceived as to what sort of company he was in!
‘Depart from me, for I am a sinful man, O Lord!’ I would I could clearly
behold with my mind’s eye what he then saw in Jesus that drew from him
that cry! He knew him for the Messiah: what was the working of the
carpenter upon the fisherman that satisfied him of the fact? Would the
miracle have done it but for the previous talk from the boat to the
people? I think not. Anyhow St. Peter judged himself among the sinners,
and we may be sure that if these fishers had been self-satisfied men,
they would not have left all and gone after him who called them. Still
it would hardly seem that it was specially as sinners that he did so.
Again, did not men such as the Lord himself regarded as righteous come
to him--Nicodemus, Nathaniel, the young man who came running and kneeled
to him, the scribe who was not far from the kingdom, the centurion, in
whom he found more faith than in any Jew, he who had built a synagogue
in Capernaum, and sculptured on its lintel the pot of manna? These came
to him, and we know he was ready to receive them. But he knew such would
always come drawn of the Father; they did not want much calling; they
were not so much in his thoughts therefore; he was not troubled about
them; they were as the ninety and nine, the elder son at home, the money
in the purse. Doubtless they had much to learn, were not yet in the
kingdom, but they were crowding about its door. If I set it forth
aright, I know not, but thus it looks to me. And one thing I cannot
forget--it meets me in the face--that some at least,--who knows if not
all?--of the purest of men have counted themselves the greatest sinners!
Neither can I forget that other saying of our Lord, a stumbling-block
to many--our Lord was not so careful as perhaps some would have had him,
lest men should stumble at the truth--The first shall be last and
the last first. While our Lord spoke the words: The time cometh that
whosoever killeth you will think that he doeth God service, even then
was Saul of Tarsus at the feet of Gamaliel, preparing to do God that
service; but like one born out of due time, after all the rest he saw
the Lord, and became the chief in labour and suffering. Thus the last
became first. And I bethink me that the beloved disciple, who leaned
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