Christian fiction; Wingfold, Thomas (Fictitious character) -- Fiction
“But a man may be oppressed by his sins, and hardly know what it is that
oppresses him. There is more of sin in our burdens than we are ourselves
aware. It needs not that we should have committed any grievous fault.
Do we recognize in ourselves that which needs to be set right, that of
which we ought to be ashamed, something which, were we lifted above
all worldly anxieties, would yet keep us uneasy, dissatisfied, take the
essential gladness out of the sunlight, make the fair face of the earth
indifferent to us, a trustful glance a discomposing look, and death a
darkness?--I say to the man who feels thus, whatever he may have done or
left undone, he is not so far from the kingdom of heaven but that he may
enter thereinto if he will.
“And if there be here any soul withered up with dismay, torn with
horrible wonder that he should have done the deed which he yet hath
done, to him I say--Flee from the self that hath sinned and hide thee
with Christ in God. Or if the words sound to thee as the words of some
unknown tongue, and I am to thee as one that beateth the air, I say
instead--Call aloud in thy agony, that, if there be a God, he may hear
the voice of his child, and put forth his hand and lay hold upon him,
and rend from him the garment that clings and poisons and burns, squeeze
the black drop from his heart, and set him weeping like a summer rain. O
blessed, holy, lovely repentance to which the Son of Man, the very root
and man of men, hath come to call us! Good it is, and I know it. Come
and repent with me, O heart wounded by thine own injustice and wrong,
and together we will seek the merciful. Think not about thy sin so as to
make it either less or greater in thine own eyes. Bring it to Jesus, and
let him show thee how vile a thing it is. And leave it to him to judge
thee--sure that he will judge thee justly, extenuating nothing, for he
hath to cleanse thee utterly, and yet forgetting no smallest excuse that
may cover the amazement of thy guilt, or witness for thee that not with
open eyes didst thou do the deed. At the last he cried, Father forgive
them, for they know not what they do. For his enemies the truth should
be spoken, his first words when they had nailed him to the cross. But
again I say, let it be Christ that excuseth thee; he will do it to more
purpose than thou, and will not wrong thy soul by excusing thee a hair
too much, or thy heart by excusing thee a hair too little.
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