Christian fiction; Wingfold, Thomas (Fictitious character) -- Fiction
“‘I was walking over a wide plain of sand, like Egypt, so that ever and
anon I looked around me to see if nowhere, from the base of the horizon,
the pyramids cut their triangle out of the blue night of heaven; but I
saw none. The stars came down and sparkled on the dry sands, and all
was waste, and wide desolation. The air also was still as the air of a
walled-up tomb, where there are but dry bones, and not even the wind of
an evil vapour that rises from decay. And through the dead air came ever
the low moaning of a distant sea, towards which my feet did bear me. I
had been journeying thus for years, and in their lapse it had grown
but a little louder.--Suddenly I was aware that I was not alone. A dim
figure strode beside me, vague, but certain of presence. And I feared
him not, seeing that which men fear the most was itself that which by me
was the most desired. So I stood and turned and would have spoken. But
the shade that seemed not a shadow, went on and regarded me not. Then
I also turned again towards the moaning of the sea and went on. And lo!
the shade which had gone before until it seemed but as a vapour among
the stars, was again by my side walking. And I said, and stood not, but
walked on: Thou shade that art not a shadow, seeing there shineth no sun
or moon, and the stars are many, and the one slayeth the shadow of the
other, what art thou, and wherefore goest thou by my side? Think not to
make me afraid, for I fear nothing in the universe but that which I love
the best.--I spake of the eyes of the Lord Jesus.--Then the shade that
seemed no shadow answered me and spake and said: Little knowest thou
what I am, seeing the very thing thou sayest I am not, that I am, and
nought else, and there is no other but me. I am Shadow, the shadow, the
only shadow--none such as those from which the light hideth in terror,
yet like them, for life hideth from me and turneth away, yet if life
were not, neither were I, for I am nothing; and yet again, as soon as
anything is, there am I, and needed no maker, but came of myself, for
I am Death.--Ha! Death! I cried, and would have cast myself before
him with outstretched arms of worshipful entreaty; but lo, there was a
shadow upon the belt of Orion, and no shadow by my side! and I sighed,
and walked on towards the ever moaning sea. Then again the shadow was by
my side. And again I spake and said: Thou thing of flitting and return,
I despise thee, for thou wilt not abide the conflict. And I would have
cast myself upon him and wrestled with him there, for defeat and not
for victory. But I could not lay hold upon him. Thou art a powerless
nothing, I cried; I will not even defy thee.--Thou wouldst provoke me,
said the shadow; but it availeth not. I cannot be provoked. Truly, I
am but a shadow, yet know I my own worth, for I am the Shadow of the
Almighty, and where he is, there am I--Thou art nothing, I said.--Nay,
nay, I am not Nothing. Thou, nor any man--God only knoweth what that
word meaneth.
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