Christian fiction; Wingfold, Thomas (Fictitious character) -- Fiction
One thing he found strange, and could not satisfy himself concerning,
namely, that although his mind was so much occupied with Helen that he
often seemed unable to think consecutively upon any subject, he could
always foresee his sermon best when, seated behind one of the trees, he
could by moving his head see her at work beside Leopold’s chair. But the
thing that did carry him through became plain enough to him afterwards:
his faith in God was all the time growing--and that through what seemed
at the time only a succession of interruptions. Nothing is so ruinous
to progress in which effort is needful, as satisfaction with apparent
achievement; that ever sounds a halt; but Wingfold’s experience was
that no sooner did he set his foot on the lowest hillock of
self-congratulation than some fresh difficulty came that threw him
prostrate; and he rose again only in the strength of the necessity for
deepening and broadening his foundations that he might build yet higher,
trust yet farther: that was the only way not to lose everything. He was
gradually learning that his faith must be an absolute one, claiming from
God everything the love of a perfect Father could give, or the needs he
had created in his child could desire; that he must not look to himself
first for help, or imagine that the divine was only the supplement to
the weakness and failure of the human; that the highest effort of the
human was to lay hold of the divine. He learned that he could keep no
simplest law in its loveliness until he was possessed of the same spirit
whence that law sprung; that he could not love Helen aright, simply,
perfectly, unselfishly, except through the presence of the originating
Love; that the one thing wherein he might imitate the free creative will
of God was to will the presence and power of that will which gave birth
to his. It was the vital growth of this faith, even when he was too much
troubled to recognize the fact, that made him strong in the midst of
weakness; when the son of man in him cried out, Let this cup pass, the
son of God in him could yet cry, Let thy will be done. He could “inhabit
trembling,” and yet be brave.
Mrs. Ramshorn generally came to the meadow to see how the invalid was
after he was settled, but she seldom staid: she was not fond of nursing,
neither was there any need of her assistance; and as Helen never dreamed
now of opposing the smallest wish of her brother, there was no longer
any obstruction to the visits of Polwarth, which were eagerly looked for
by Leopold.
One day the little man did not appear, but soon after his usual time the
still more gnome-like form of his little niece came scrambling rather
than walking over the meadow. Gently and modestly, almost shyly, she
came up to Helen, made her a courtesy like a village school-girl,
and said, while she glanced at Leopold now and then with an ocean of
tenderness in her large, clear woman-eyes:
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