Christian fiction; Wingfold, Thomas (Fictitious character) -- Fiction
No one answered Helen’s knock. She repeated it, and still no answer
came. Her heart might have failed her, but that she heard voices: what
if they were talking about Leopold? At length, after knocking four or
five times, she heard the step as of a child coming down a stair; but
it passed the door. Clearly no one had heard her. She knocked yet again,
and immediately it was opened by Rachel. The pleasured surprise that
shone up in her face when she saw who it was that stood without, was
lovely to see, and Helen, on whose miserable isolation it came like
a sunrise of humanity, took no counsel with pride, but, in simple
gratitude for the voiceless yet eloquent welcome, bent down and kissed
her. The little arms were flung about her neck, and the kiss returned
with such a gentle warmth and restrained sweetness as would have
satisfied the most fastidious in the matter of salute--to which class,
however, Helen did not belong, for she seldom kissed anyone. Then Rachel
took her by the hand, and led her into the kitchen, placed a chair for
her near the fire, and said,
“I AM sorry there is no fire in the parlour. The gentlemen are in my
uncle’s room. Oh, Miss Lingard, I do wish you could have heard how they
have been talking!”
“Have they been saying anything about my brother?” asked Helen.
“It’s all about him,” she replied.
“May I ask who the gentlemen are?” said Helen doubtfully.
“Mr. Wingfold and Mr. Drew. They are often here.”
“Is it--do you mean Mr. Drew, the draper?”
“Yes. He is one of Mr. Wingfold’s best pupils. He brought him to my
uncle, and he has come often ever since.”
“I never heard that--Mr. Wingfold--took pupils.--I am afraid I do not
quite understand you.
“I would have said DISCIPLES,” returned Rachel smiling; “but that has
grown to feel such a sacred word--as if it belonged only to the Master,
that I didn’t like to use it. It would say best what I mean though; for
there are people in Glaston that are actually mending their ways because
of Mr. Wingfold’s teaching, and Mr. Drew was the first of them. It is
long since such a thing was heard of in the Abbey. It never was in my
time.”
Helen sighed. She wished it had remained possible for her also to become
one of Mr. Wingfold’s pupils, but how could she now when she had learned
that what he had to teach was at best but a lovely phantasm, sprung of
the seething together of the conscience and imagination. George could
give account of the whole matter: religion invariably excited the
imagination and weakened the conscience;--witness the innumerable tales
concerning Jesus invented in the first of the Christian centuries, and
about this and that saint in those that followed! Helen’s experience
in Leopold’s case had certainly been different, but the other fact
remained. Alas, she could not be a pupil of Mr. Wingfold! She could no
longer deceive herself with such comfort. And yet!--COME UNTO ME, AND
_I_ WILL GIVE YOU REST.
“I do wish I could hear them,” she said.
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