England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Villages -- England -- Fiction
"No, O no," she said eagerly. "Aunt Henrietta thought as I had a
headache I had better go out. She wanted some ferns, so I went towards
Stanton, but it really is the worst of living near a town that one
cannot escape from people. One might expect the Stanton road to be
quiet, mightn't one?"
He took no notice of this appeal. He believed all that she said
implicitly, and her secret uneasiness had not in the least touched his
consciousness. He was looking at the sinking sun, at the water moving
slowly away, at the moments, perhaps, that were passing. She became
more uneasy at his silence, but it was so unlike what she had been
expecting when he at last spoke, that her breath seemed to fail her.
"Ada," he said quickly, "I have behaved very ill to you."
The ring of pain in his voice was too unmistakable to admit of the
possibility of a thought that he was not speaking in earnest, which
would otherwise have been her first reflection. But it was an
instantaneous relief that he should be blaming himself and not her.
"Have you?" she said, with a little laugh, "I dare say you have. Old
White, who was my nurse, used to say one should never trust any one.
But I don't know--I have not found her words altogether true as yet."
And she slipped her hand into his arm with a little caressing touch
which added tenfold to the difficulty of his task.
"I shall never forget your trust in me. I can never forget that when
other friends were ready at once to think evil, your generous belief
never wavered," he went on, speaking nervously, and not looking at her.
"It is partly on that account, and because I feel it is impossible to
repay that debt, that I must tell you the truth now."
She was a little startled and uneasy again at his manner. Her
imagination was not quick except in matters which concerned herself; but
she began to picture the possibility of Anthony having done something
much more dreadful than that act of simply leaving a suggestion
unnoticed, which had never seemed to her such a mighty matter. Perhaps
all his money was to be taken away from him. She drew back her hand and
waited. The sun was gone, the sail had passed out of sight, Anthony
went on more rapidly when he no longer felt the touch upon his arm.
"I knew that I was grateful; I was conscious of the relief and comfort
that Mr Bennett's house, with its kind atmosphere of welcome, never
failed to give,--selfishly conscious, I am afraid. And so I asked you
to be my wife."
He stopped suddenly again, and looked at her for the first time, with a
troubled imploring look, as if her mind must have leaped to the
understanding of what he was trying to say, and no further words were
needed. But except that she was relieved from her first fear, she did
not understand in the least.
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