England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Villages -- England -- Fiction
That winter dragged heavily to more than one of those whose stories I
have been telling in a broken one-sided fashion enough. Anthony, one of
whose failings, perhaps, was the procrastination which is often joined
to a certain eager impetuosity, was going on from day to day without
taking a decided step as to his marriage. The spring had been the time
originally proposed; and though at one time he had been disposed to
hasten matters, his wish had received a check which he had not
forgotten. Ada, indeed, did not encourage him to press it. She had
lost her old brightness, and the constant smiles were exchanged for a
kind of listless irritability, which sometimes broke out into querulous
complaint. Nothing had been heard of Mr Warren since he had left them;
it seemed as if the young man were trying to forget Underham, or were
ashamed of his feelings. At Hardlands life was very quiet. Mrs Orde
was doing her best to act as a mother to the two girls; people said how
fortunate it was that she was able to live with them, which was true
enough; and yet poor Winifred sometimes wondered how many little jars
and frets had grown into her life. Frank Orde, who was there again soon
after Easter, sometimes wondered sadly, too. His step-mother was a
true-hearted woman, full of practical common-sense, but there was a want
of sympathy between her and Winifred which could not be explained. The
girl was always admiring her and blaming herself for it, but it is
probable that it was one of those contrarieties which could hardly have
been otherwise. There are people who, quite unconsciously, seem to
place us at a disadvantage. We may like them, even love them, but it is
from some force of circumstances: they destroy our ease, banish our
ideas, and reduce us in some strange fashion to nonentities. Winifred
used to puzzle herself by trying to think how this could be. She had a
strong sweet nature, to which people turned instinctively for help, but
she would shrink at some little speech of her aunt's which yet was quite
free from any sting of unkindness. The fear of bringing it down upon
herself would often hamper her, even prevent her from doing what she
longed to do. One is struck sometimes by the boundaries with which
certain lives are hedged in. They seem so small, a word, an allusion,--
perhaps no more than a thread, and yet the thread is as impassable as
any fence. Frank Orde, who loved Winifred with all his heart, used to
wonder sadly, as I have said, at the want of harmony between the two
women who were to him the best and dearest in the world. Perhaps, if he
had but known it, here was a little unfolding of the riddle, a touch of
jealousy making the mother cold and sarcastic. It was not much, but it
caused Winifred's life to be a little harder than it need have been, at
a time when it was hard enough, poor child!
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