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Chelifer wondered whether she felt what was going on in his mind. He
ventured to doubt it. “A wonderful gift,” he said.
“But it has its disadvantages,” insisted Mrs. Aldwinkle. “For example,
you can’t imagine how much I suffer when people round me are suffering,
particularly if I feel myself in any way to blame. When I’m ill, it
makes me miserable to think of servants and nurses and people having to
sit up without sleep and run up and down stairs, all because of me. I
know it’s rather stupid; but, do you know, my sympathy for them is so
... so ... profound, that it actually prevents me from getting well as
quickly as I should....”
“Dreadful,” said Chelifer in his polite, precise voice.
“You’ve no idea how deeply all suffering affects me.” She looked at him
tenderly. “That day, that _first_ day, when you fainted—you can’t
imagine....”
“I’m sorry it should have had such a disagreeable effect on you,” said
Chelifer.
“You would have felt the same yourself—in the circumstances,” said Mrs.
Aldwinkle, uttering the last words in a significant tone.
Chelifer shook his head modestly. “I’m afraid,” he answered, “I’m
singularly stoical about other people’s sufferings.”
“Why do you always speak against yourself?” asked Mrs. Aldwinkle
earnestly. “Why do you malign your own character? You know you’re not
what you pretend to be. You pretend to be so much harder and dryer than
you really are. Why do you?”
Chelifer smiled. “Perhaps,” he said, “it’s to re-establish the universal
average. So many people, you see, try to make themselves out softer and
damper than they are. Don’t they?”
Mrs. Aldwinkle ignored his question. “But you,” she insisted, “I want to
know about you.” She stared into his face. Chelifer smiled and said
nothing. “You won’t tell me?” she went on. “But it doesn’t matter. I
know already. I have an intuition about people. It’s because I’m so
sensitive. I _feel_ their character. I’m never wrong.”
“You’re to be envied,” said Chelifer.
“It’s no good thinking you can deceive me,” she went on. “You can’t. I
understand you.” Chelifer sighed, inwardly; she had said that before,
more than once. “Shall I tell you what you are really like?”
“Do.”
“Well, to begin with,” she said, “you’re sensitive, just as sensitive as
I am. I can see that in your face, in your actions. I can hear it when
you speak. You can pretend to be hard and ... and ... armour-plated, but
I....”
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