Three Lives: Stories of The Good Anna, Melanctha and The Gentle LenaStein, Gertrude
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Three Lives: Stories of The Good Anna, Melanctha and The Gentle Lena
Stein, Gertrude
Working class women -- Fiction
Jeff, you hear me?" "Yes, Melanctha," Jeff answered slowly. Melanctha
paused. "I guess I certainly never can forgive you this time, Jeff
Campbell," she said firmly. Jeff paused too, and thought a little. "I
certainly am afraid you never can no more now again, Melanctha," he
said sadly.
They lay there very quiet now a long time, each one thinking very hard
on their own trouble. At last Jeff began again to tell Melanctha
what it was he was always thinking with her. "I certainly do know,
Melanctha, you certainly now don't want any more to be hearing me
just talking, but you see, Melanctha, really, it's just like this way
always with me. You see, Melanctha, its like this way now all the time
with me. You remember, Melanctha, what I was once telling to you, when
I didn't know you very long together, about how I certainly never did
know more than just two kinds of ways of living, one way the way it is
good to be in families and the other kind of way, like animals are all
the time just with each other, and how I didn't ever like that last
kind of way much for any of the colored people. You see Melanctha,
it's like this way with me. I got a new feeling now, you been teaching
to me, just like I told you once, just like a new religion to me,
and I see perhaps what really loving is like, like really having
everything together, new things, little pieces all different, like
I always before been thinking was bad to be having, all go together
like, to make one good big feeling. You see, Melanctha, it's certainly
like that you make me been seeing, like I never know before any way
there was of all kinds of loving to come together to make one way
really truly lovely. I see that now, sometimes, the way you certainly
been teaching me, Melanctha, really, and then I love you those times,
Melanctha, like a real religion, and then it comes over me all sudden,
I don't know anything real about you Melanctha, dear one, and then it
comes over me sudden, perhaps I certainly am wrong now, thinking all
this way so lovely, and not thinking now any more the old way I always
before was always thinking, about what was the right way for me, to
live regular and all the colored people, and then I think, perhaps,
Melanctha you are really just a bad one, and I think, perhaps I
certainly am doing it so because I just am too anxious to be just
having all the time excitements, like I don't ever like really to be
doing when I know it, and then I always get so bad to you, Melanctha,
and I can't help it with myself then, never, for I want to be always
right really in the ways, I have to do them. I certainly do very badly
want to be right, Melanctha, the only way I know is right Melanctha
really, and I don't know any way, Melanctha, to find out really,
whether my old way, the way I always used to be thinking, or the new
way, you make so like a real religion to me sometimes, Melanctha,
which way certainly is the real right way for me to be always
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