Avtonomov looked with the expression of an enthusiast into Ilya's face,
and a certain embarrassment came over Ilya as he listened. He felt
as though the inspector spoke of bird-catching allegorically, with a
hidden reference. His heart palpitated and he pricked up his ears. But
the sight of Avtonomov's watery blue eyes quieted him, he saw in a
moment that the inspector was quite a harmless individual, without any
subtlety; so he smiled politely, and murmured some reply or other. The
inspector was evidently taken with Ilya's modest demeanour and serious
face, and said, smiling:
"Come and have tea with us of an evening, when you feel inclined. We're
simple people, without any style. We'll have a game of cards. We don't
get many visitors. Visitors are all very well, but you have to treat
them, and that's a nuisance and comes expensive." The longer Ilya
observed the comfortable life of his landlords, the better it pleased
him. Everything they had was so solid and clean, their existence ran
so easily and peacefully, and they were evidently much attached to one
another. The brisk little woman was like a tomtit, and her husband
like a clumsy bullfinch, and their rooms were as tidy and pretty
as a bird's nest. When Ilya was home of an evening, he listened to
their conversation, and thought: "That's the kind of life!" He sighed
enviously, and dreamed more vividly of the time when he would open his
shop and have a little bright room of his own. He would keep birds, and
live as in a dream, alone and quiet, peacefully and methodically.
The other side of the wall, Tatiana was telling her husband how she
bought everything she needed in the market, how much she had spent, and
how much saved, and he laughed pleasantly and praised her.
"Ah, the clever little woman! My dear little bird! Come, give me a
kiss!"
Then he would begin and relate all that had happened in the town, the
processes he had drawn up, what the Chief of Police or any of his
superiors had said. They talked of the possibility of a rise of salary
for him, and discussed minutely whether, in such an event, they ought
to take a bigger house.
Ilya lay and listened till suddenly a melancholy weariness fell on him.
The little blue room was too narrow; he looked restlessly round as
if to seek the cause of his moodiness, then, unable longer to endure
the weight that lay at his breast, he went to Olympiada, or loafed
aimlessly in the streets.
Olympiada became more and more full of reproaches. She plagued him
with jealousy and more and more frequently they fell into contention.
She grew thin, her eyes were sunken and looked darker, her arms were
thinner, and all this was not pleasing to Ilya. Still less, however,
did he like the fact that of late she had begun to talk of conscience
and God, and of going into a nunnery. He did not believe in the
genuineness of her words, for he knew she could not live without the
society of men.
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