"Listen--your pistol is not even loaded, is it?" asked Ilya
indifferently, looking at him wearily, "why do you make such a fuss? I
shan't run away. I don't know where to go. Penal servitude, eh? Well,
as for that, it's all one to me now."
"Anton! Anton!" shrieked Madame Travkin. "Come at once!"
"I can't, my dear, I can't."
She took his arm, and both slipped by Ilya, huddled together, with
bowed heads. Tatiana sat in the next room, whimpering and sobbing, and
in Lunev's breast the dark cold feeling of emptiness grew and grew.
"All my life is ruined," he said slowly and thoughtfully, "and there's
nothing to be pitied about--who has destroyed it?"
Avtonomov stood in front of him and cried triumphantly:
"Aha! how you want to work on our feelings! but you won't."
"I don't want that, go to the devil all of you! I shall not make you
sorry, the only thing that can do that is the money that doesn't reach
your pocket, nor am I sorry for you. I'd far sooner pity a dog. I'd
rather live with dogs than with men. Ah! why don't the police come. I
am tired; get out, Kirik, I can't bear the sight of you."
It really troubled him to sit opposite Avtonomov. The guests left the
room, slipped out softly with anxious glances at Ilya. He saw nothing
but grey flecks floating before him, that roused in him neither thought
nor feeling. The emptiness in his soul grew and enfolded everything.
He was silent for a space, listening to Avtonomov's cries, then
suddenly proposed jestingly:
"Come Kirik, come and wrestle."
"I'll put a bullet in you," growled Kirik.
"You haven't a bullet there," answered Ilya mockingly, and added, "I'll
throw you in a minute!"
After that he said nothing, but sat there without moving, without
thinking. At last two policemen came with the district inspector. Lunev
shuddered at the sight of them, and stood up; close behind them came
Tatiana Vlassyevna, she pointed to Ilya, and said in breathless haste:
"He has confessed that he murdered Poluektov the money-changer, you
remember?"
"Do you admit that?" asked the inspector harshly.
"Oh yes! I admit it," answered Ilya, quietly and wearily. "Good-bye
Tanyka, don't trouble, don't be afraid, and for the rest of you, go to
the devil!"
The inspector sat down at the table, and began to write; the two
policemen stood right and left of Lunev; he looked at them, sighed and
let his head fall. The room was still, save for the scratching of the
pen; outside in the street, the night built up its black impenetrable
walls. Kirik stood by the window, and looked out into the darkness;
suddenly he threw the revolver into a corner of the room, and said:
"Savelyev! give him a kick and let him go, he's quite mad."
The official looked at Kirik, thought a moment, and answered: "Can't
now, information's been laid before me, my assistant knows."
"A--ah! sighed Avtonomov.
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