German drama -- Translations into English; Hebbel, Friedrich, 1813-1863 -- Translations into English
But if you had been large enough of loving
To grant me grace for all that, out of loving,
I did, I never would have asked you thus.
Now that I know how small your love is, now
I must re-ask the question; for whate’er
Your love vouchsafe me as a bond of surety
Cannot be greater than your love itself.
And Love to which Life is a treasure higher
Than the Beloved, is to me a nothing.
MAR.
Yet am I silent!
HEROD.
Then I damn myself
The mouth whose overpride disdains to swear
No other one has kissed it, nevermore
Myself to kiss till such it lowly do.
Yea, if there were a means could give me potence
Your memory within my heart t’ extinguish,
And if the drastic stab that pierced my eyes,
Oblivioning the mirror of your beauty,
Could also give your image to oblivion,
Now at this very hour I’d stab them through.
MAR.
Be your mood’s master, Herod! For perhaps
Even in this Now you’ve Fate within your hands
And you can guide it wheresoe’er you will.
To every man there comes the point of time
When to himself the steerer of his star
Gives o’er the reins. And this alone is ill--
That he knows not the point of time; it may be
Each one that past him rolls. I have monition
For you ’tis this one; therefore keep a check!
The track of life your chart is now designing,
That track, perchance, unto the end you wander.
Will you do that in the wild rush of wrath?
HEROD.
I fear but half the truth’s in your monition.
The turning-point is there, but ’tis for you.
For I, what wish I then? why this--naught further,
A means wherewith to frighten bogy-dreams.[12]
MAR.
I’ll understand you not! I’ve borne you children,
Have thought of them! Then you may ask yourself
What’s possible.
HEROD.
Who’s silent, even as you,
Wakes the misthought he has no heart that dares
To say the truth, yet has no will to lie.
MAR.
No further!
HEROD.
Nay, no further; and farewell!
And if I come again misgrudge it me
Not all too sorely.
MAR.
Herod!
HEROD.
Be assured
I take no more the thing I took to-day,
A greeting wrested.
MAR.
Nay, ’twill be no more
A needful thing. (_To Heaven._) Eternal, guide his heart!
I gave him pardon for a brother’s murder,
I was prepared his deathward way to follow,
I am so still; and can a mortal more?
Thou didst what ne’er before thou didst--Thou rolledst
The wheel of time aback; it stands once more
Even as it erewhile stood. Then let him now
Take other course, and I forget what’s happened.
Forget it even as if in heat of fever
He’d dealt me with his sword the stroke of death
And bound himself my wound that I grew whole.
(_To_ HEROD.) You’ll come again?
HEROD.
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