Soldiers -- Fiction; War stories; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
Then after more endless hours of tossing about on the stretcher, lost in
a groaning agony of pain, hands laid hold of him roughly and pulled his
clothes off and lifted him on a cot where he lay gasping, breathing in
the cool smell of disinfectant that hung about the bedclothes. He heard
voices over his head.
“Isn't bad at all... this leg wound.... I thought you said we'd have to
amputate?”
“Well, what's the matter with him, then?”
“Maybe shell-shock....”
A cold sweat of terror took hold of Andrews. He lay perfectly still with
his eyes closed. Spasm after spasm of revolt went through him. No, they
hadn't broken him yet; he still had hold of his nerves, he kept saying
to himself. Still, he felt that his hands, clasped across his belly,
were trembling. The pain in his legs disappeared in the fright in which
he lay, trying desperately to concentrate his mind on something outside
himself. He tried to think of a tune to hum to himself, but he only
heard again shrieking in his ears the voice which, it seemed to him
months and years ago, had sung:
“There's a girl in the heart of Maryland
With a heart that belo-ongs to me-e.”
The voice shrieking the blurred tune and the pain in his legs mingled
themselves strangely, until they seemed one and the pain seemed merely a
throbbing of the maddening tune.
He opened his eyes. Darkness fading into a faint yellow glow. Hastily
he took stock of himself, moved his head and his arms. He felt cool and
very weak and quiet; he must have slept a long time. He passed his rough
dirty, hand over his face. The skin felt soft and cool. He pressed his
cheek on the pillow and felt himself smiling contentedly, he did not
know why.
The Queen of Sheba carried a parasol with little vermilion bells all
round it that gave out a cool tinkle as she walked towards him. She wore
her hair in a high headdress thickly powdered with blue iris powder, and
on her long train, that a monkey held up at the end, were embroidered
in gaudy colors the signs of the zodiac. She was not the Queen of Sheba,
she was a nurse whose face he could not see in the obscurity, and,
sticking an arm behind his head in a deft professional manner, she gave
him something to drink from a glass without looking at him. He said
“Thank you,” in his natural voice, which surprised him in the silence;
but she went off without replying and he saw that it was a trayful of
glasses that had tinkled as she had come towards him.
Dark as it was he noticed the self-conscious tilt of the nurse's body
as she walked silently to the next cot, holding the tray of glasses
in front of her. He twisted his head round on the pillow to watch how
gingerly she put her arm under the next man's head to give him a drink.
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