Soldiers -- Fiction; War stories; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
He lay very still, with his eyes closed, listening to the stir of the
ward, the voices of men talking and the fits of coughing that shook the
man next him. The smarting pain throbbed monotonously. He felt hungry
and wondered vaguely if it were supper time. How little they gave you to
eat in the hospital!
He called over to the man in the opposite cot:
“Hay, Stalky, what time is it?”
“It's after messtime now. Got a good appetite for the steak and onions
and French fried potatoes?”
“Shut up.”
A rattling of tin dishes at the other end of the ward made Andrews
wriggle up further on his pillow. Verses from the “Shropshire Lad”
jingled mockingly through his head:
“The world, it was the old world yet,
I was I, my things were wet,
And nothing now remained to do
But begin the game anew.”
After he had eaten, he picked up the “Tentation de Saint Antoine,” that
lay on the cot beside his immovable legs, and buried himself in it,
reading the gorgeously modulated sentences voraciously, as if the book
were a drug in which he could drink deep forgetfulness of himself.
He put the book down and closed his eyes. His mind was full of
intangible floating glow, like the ocean on a warm night, when every
wave breaks into pale flame, and mysterious milky lights keep rising to
the surface out of the dark waters and gleaming and vanishing. He became
absorbed in the strange fluid harmonies that permeated his whole body,
as a grey sky at nightfall suddenly becomes filled with endlessly
changing patterns of light and color and shadow.
When he tried to seize hold of his thoughts, to give them definite
musical expression in his mind, he found himself suddenly empty, the
way a sandy inlet on the beach that has been full of shoals of silver
fishes, becomes suddenly empty when a shadow crosses the water, and
the man who is watching sees wanly his own reflection instead of the
flickering of thousands of tiny silver bodies.
John Andrews awoke to feel a cold hand on his head.
“Feeling all right?” said a voice in his ear.
He found himself looking in a puffy, middle-aged face, with a lean nose
and grey eyes, with dark rings under them. Andrews felt the eyes looking
him over inquisitively. He saw the red triangle on the man's khaki
sleeve.
“Yes,” he said.
“If you don't mind, I'd like to talk to you a little while, buddy.”
“Not a bit; have you got a chair?” said Andrews smiling.
“I don't suppose it was just right of me to wake you up, but you see it
was this way.... You were the next in line, an' I was afraid I'd forget
you, if I skipped you.”
“I understand,” said Andrews, with a sudden determination to take the
initiative away from the “Y” man.
“How long have you been in France? D'you like the war?” he asked
hurriedly.
The “Y” man smiled sadly.
“You seem pretty spry,” he said. “I guess you're in a hurry to get back
at the front and get some more Huns.” He smiled again, with an air of
indulgence.
Andrews did not answer.
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