Soldiers -- Fiction; War stories; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
The snow beat against the windows and pattered on the tin roof of the
lean-to, built against the side of the hospital, that went by the name
of sun parlor. It was a dingy place, decorated by strings of dusty
little paper flags that one of the “Y” men had festooned about the
slanting beams of the ceiling to celebrate Christmas. There were tables
with torn magazines piled on them, and a counter where cracked white
cups were ranged waiting for one of the rare occasions when cocoa could
be bought. In the middle of the room, against the wall of the main
building, a stove was burning, about which sat several men in hospital
denims talking in drowsy voices. Andrews watched them from his seat by
the window, looking at their broad backs bent over towards the stove and
at the hands that hung over their knees, limp from boredom. The air was
heavy with a smell of coal gas mixed with carbolic from men's clothes,
and stale cigarette smoke. Behind the cups at the counter a “Y” man, a
short, red-haired man with freckles, read the Paris edition of the New
York Herald. Andrews, in his seat by the window, felt permeated by the
stagnation about him: He had a sheaf of pencilled music-papers on his
knees, that he rolled and unrolled nervously, staring at the stove and
the motionless backs of the men about it. The stove roared a little,
the “Y” man's paper rustled, men's voices came now and then in a drowsy
whisper, and outside the snow beat evenly and monotonously against the
window panes. Andrews pictured himself vaguely walking fast through the
streets, with the snow stinging his face and the life of a city swirling
about him, faces flushed by the cold, bright eyes under hatbrims,
looking for a second into his and passing on; slim forms of women
bundled in shawls that showed vaguely the outline of their breasts
and hips. He wondered if he would ever be free again to walk at random
through city streets. He stretched his legs out across the floor in
front of him; strange, stiff, tremulous legs they were, but it was not
the wounds that gave them their leaden weight. It was the stagnation
of the life about him that he felt sinking into every crevice of his
spirit, so that he could never shake it off, the stagnation of dusty
ruined automatons that had lost all life of their own, whose limbs had
practised the drill manual so long that they had no movements of their
own left, who sat limply, sunk in boredom, waiting for orders.
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