Soldiers -- Fiction; War stories; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
Andrews settled himself in a corner with despairing
resignation. He had five hours to wait for a train, and already his
legs ached and he had a side feeling of exhaustion. The exhilaration of
leaving the hospital and walking free through wine-tinted streets in
the sparkling evening air gave way gradually to despair. His life would
continue to be this slavery of unclean bodies packed together in
places where the air had been breathed over and over, cogs in the great
slow-moving Juggernaut of armies. What did it matter if the fighting had
stopped? The armies would go on grinding out lives with lives, crushing
flesh with flesh. Would he ever again stand free and solitary to
live out joyous hours which would make up for all the boredom of the
treadmill? He had no hope. His life would continue like this dingy,
ill-smelling waiting room where men in uniform slept in the fetid air
until they should be ordered-out to march or to stand in motionless
rows, endlessly, futilely, like toy soldiers a child has forgotten in an
attic.
Andrews got up suddenly and went out on the empty platform. A cold wind
blew. Somewhere out in the freight yards an engine puffed loudly, and
clouds of white steam drifted through the faintly lighted station. He
was walking up and down with his chin sunk into his coat and his hands
in his pockets, when somebody ran into him.
“Damn,” said a voice, and the figure darted through a grimy glass door
that bore the sign: “Buvette.” Andrews followed absent-mindedly.
“I'm sorry I ran into you.... I thought you were an M.P., that's why I
beat it.” When he spoke, the man, an American private, turned and looked
searchingly in Andrews's face. He had very red cheeks and an impudent
little brown mustache. He spoke slowly with a faint Bostonian drawl.
“That's nothing,” said Andrews.
“Let's have a drink,” said the other man. “I'm A.W.O.L. Where are you
going?”
“To some place near Bar-le-Duc, back to my Division. Been in hospital.”
“Long?”
“Since October.”
“Gee.... Have some Curacoa. It'll do you good. You look pale.... My
name's Henslowe. Ambulance with the French Army.”
They sat down at an unwashed marble table where the soot from the trains
made a pattern sticking to the rings left by wine and liqueur glasses.
“I'm going to Paris,” said Henslowe. “My leave expired three days
ago. I'm going to Paris and get taken ill with peritonitis or double
pneumonia, or maybe I'll have a cardiac lesion.... The army's a bore.”
“Hospital isn't any better,” said Andrews with a sigh. “Though I shall
never forget the night with which I realized I was wounded and out of
it. I thought I was bad enough to be sent home.”
“Why, I wouldn't have missed a minute of the war.... But now that it's
over...Hell! Travel is the password now. I've just had two weeks in
the Pyrenees. Nimes, Arles, Les Baux, Carcassonne, Perpignan, Lourdes,
Gavarnie, Toulouse! What do you think of that for a trip?... What were
you in?”
“Infantry.”
“Must have been hell.”
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