Soldiers -- Fiction; War stories; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
While he stood stiffly at attention waiting to answer when the sergeant
called his name, Andrews's mind was whirling in crazy circles of
anxiety. What if they should leave before the General Order came on
the University plan? The application would certainly be lost in the
confusion of moving the Division, and he would be condemned to keep up
this life for more dreary weeks and months. Would any years of work and
happiness in some future existence make up for the humiliating agony of
this servitude?
“Dismissed!”
He ran up the ladder to fetch his mess kit and in a few minutes was in
line again in the rutted village street where the grey houses were just
forming outlines as light crept slowly into the leaden sky, while a
faint odor of bacon and coffee came to him, making him eager for food,
eager to drown his thoughts in the heaviness of swiftly-eaten greasy
food and in the warmth of watery coffee gulped down out of a tin-curved
cup. He was telling himself desperately that he must do something--that
he must make an effort to save himself, that he must fight against the
deadening routine that numbed him.
Later, while he was sweeping the rough board floor of the company's
quarters, the theme came to him which had come to him long ago, in a
former incarnation it seemed, when he was smearing windows with soap
from a gritty sponge along the endless side of the barracks in the
training camp. Time and time again in the past year he had thought of
it, and dreamed of weaving it into a fabric of sound which would express
the trudging monotony of days bowed under the yoke. “Under the
Yoke”; that would be a title for it. He imagined the sharp tap of
the conductor's baton, the silence of a crowded hall, the first notes
rasping bitterly upon the tense ears of men and women. But as he tried
to concentrate his mind on the music, other things intruded upon it,
blurred it. He kept feeling the rhythm of the Queen of Sheba slipping
from the shoulders of her gaudily caparisoned elephant, advancing
towards him through the torchlight, putting her hand, fantastic with
rings and long gilded fingernails, upon his shoulders so that ripples
of delight, at all the voluptuous images of his desire, went through his
whole body, making it quiver like a flame with yearning for unimaginable
things. It all muddled into fantastic gibberish--into sounds of horns
and trombones and double basses blown off key while a piccolo shrilled
the first bars of “The Star Spangled Banner.”
He had stopped sweeping and looked about him dazedly. He was alone.
Outside, he heard a sharp voice call “Atten-shun!” He ran down the
ladder and fell in at the end of the line under the angry glare of the
lieutenant's small eyes, which were placed very close together on either
side of a lean nose, black and hard, like the eyes of a crab.
The company marched off through the mud to the drill field.
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