Soldiers -- Fiction; War stories; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
Walters had vanished. Andrews was alone again, staring at the
grey ashes. Suddenly he jumped to his feet and hurried off towards
headquarters. In the anteroom to the colonel's office he waited a long
while, looking at his boots that were thickly coated with mud.
“Those boots will make a bad impression; those boots will make a bad
impression,” a voice was saying over and over again inside of him. A
lieutenant was also waiting to see the colonel, a young man with pink
cheeks and a milky-white forehead, who held his hat in one hand with a
pair of khaki-colored kid gloves, and kept passing a hand over his
light well-brushed hair. Andrews felt dirty and ill-smelling in his
badly-fitting uniform. The sight of this perfect young man in his
whipcord breeches, with his manicured nails and immaculately polished
puttees exasperated him. He would have liked to fight him, to prove that
he was the better man, to outwit him, to make him forget his rank and
his important air.... The lieutenant had gone in to see the colonel.
Andrews found himself reading a chart of some sort tacked up on the
wall. There were names and dates and figures, but he could not make out
what it was about.
“All right! Go ahead,” whispered the orderly to him; and he was standing
with his cap in his hand before the colonel who was looking at him
severely, fingering the papers he had on the desk with a heavily veined
hand.
Andrews saluted. The colonel made an impatient gesture.
“May I speak to you, Colonel, about the school scheme?”
“I suppose you've got permission from somebody to come to me.”
“No, sir.” Andrews's mind was struggling to find something to say.
“Well, you'd better go and get it.”
“But, Colonel, there isn't time; the travel orders are being made out
at this minute. I've heard that there's been a name crossed out on the
list.”
“Too late.”
“But, Colonel, you don't know how important it is. I am a musician by
trade; if I can't get into practice again before being demobilized,
I shan't be able to get a job.... I have a mother and an old aunt
dependent on me. My family has seen better days, you see, sir. It's only
by being high up in my profession that I can earn enough to give them
what they are accustomed to. And a man in your position in the world,
Colonel, must know what even a few months of study in Paris mean to a
pianist.”
The colonel smiled.
“Let's see your application,” he said.
Andrews handed it to him with a trembling hand. The colonel made a few
marks on one corner with a pencil.
“Now if you can get that to the sergeant-major in time to have your name
included in the orders, well and good.”
Andrews saluted, and hurried out. A sudden feeling of nausea had come
over him. He was hardly able to control a mad desire to tear the paper
up. “The sons of bitches... the sons of bitches,” he muttered to himself.
Still he ran all the way to the square, isolated building where the
regimental office was.
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