Soldiers -- Fiction; War stories; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
Walters still slept, half slipping off the seat, with his mouth open and
his overcoat bundled round his head. Andrews looked out of the window,
feeling in his nostrils the tingle of steam and coal gas. A phrase out
of some translation of the Iliad came to his head: “Ambrosial night,
Night ambrosial unending.” But better than sitting round a camp
fire drinking wine and water and listening to the boastful yarns of
long-haired Achaeans, was this hustling through the countryside away
from the monotonous whine of past unhappiness, towards joyousness and
life.
Andrews began to think of the men he had left behind. They were asleep
at this time of night, in barns and barracks, or else standing on guard
with cold damp feet, and cold hands which the icy rifle barrel burned
when they tended it. He might go far away out of sound of the tramp of
marching, away from the smell of overcrowded barracks where men slept in
rows like cattle, but he would still be one of them. He would not see an
officer pass him without an unconscious movement of servility, he would
not hear a bugle without feeling sick with hatred. If he could only
express these thwarted lives, the miserable dullness of industrialized
slaughter, it might have been almost worth while--for him; for the
others, it would never be worth while. “But you're talking as if you
were out of the woods; you're a soldier still, John Andrews.” The words
formed themselves in his mind as vividly as if he had spoken them. He
smiled bitterly and settled himself again to watch silhouettes of trees
and hedges and houses and hillsides fleeing against the dark sky.
When he awoke the sky was grey. The train was moving slowly, clattering
loudly over switches, through a town of wet slate roofs that rose in
fantastic patterns of shadow above the blue mist. Walters was smoking a
cigarette.
“God! These French trains are rotten,” he said when he noticed that
Andrews was awake. “The most inefficient country I ever was in anyway.”
“Inefficiency be damned,” broke in Andrews, jumping up and stretching
himself. He opened the window. “The heating's too damned efficient.... I
think we're near Paris.”
The cold air, with a flavor of mist in it, poured into the stuffy
compartment. Every breath was joy. Andrews felt a crazy buoyancy
bubbling up in him. The rumbling clatter of the train wheels sang in his
ears. He threw himself on his back on the dusty blue seat and kicked his
heels in the air like a colt.
“Liven up, for God's sake, man,” he shouted. “We're getting near Paris.”
“We are lucky bastards,” said Walters, grinning, with the cigarette
hanging out of the corner of his mouth. “I'm going to see if I can find
the rest of the gang.”
Andrews, alone in the compartment, found himself singing at the top of
his lungs.
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