Then he thought of his table in his room in Paris, with its piled sheets of ruled paper, and he felt he wanted nothing in the world except to work. It would not matter what happened to him if he could only have time to weave into designs the tangled skein of music that seethed through him as the blood seethed through his veins. There he stood, leaning against the long tiller, watching the blue-green poplars glide by, here and there reflected in the etched silver mirror of the river, feeling the moist river wind flutter his ragged shirt, thinking of nothing. After a while the old man came up out of the cabin, his face purplish, puffing clouds of smoke out of his pipe. “All right, young fellow, go down and eat,” he said. Andrews lay flat on his belly on the deck, with his chin resting on the back of his two hands. The barge was tied up along the river bank among many other barges. Beside him, a small fuzzy dog barked furiously at a yellow mongrel on the shore. It was nearly dark, and through the pearly mist of the river came red oblongs of light from the taverns along the bank. A slip of a new moon, shrouded in haze, was setting behind the poplar trees. Amid the round of despairing thoughts, the memory of the Kid intruded itself. He had sold a Ford for five hundred francs, and gone on a party with a man who'd stolen an ammunition train, and he wanted to write for the Italian movies. No war could down people like that. Andrews smiled, looking into the black water. Funny, the Kid was dead, probably, and he, John Andrews, was alive and free. And he lay there moping, still whimpering over old wrongs. “For God's sake be a man!” he said to himself. He got to his feet. At the cabin door, Rosaline was playing with the parrot. “Give me a kiss, Coco,” she was saying in a drowsy voice, “just a little kiss. Just a little kiss for Rosaline, poor little Rosaline.” The parrot, which Andrews could hardly see in the dusk, leaned towards her, fluttering his feathers, making little clucking noises. Rosaline caught sight of Andrews. “Oh, I thought you'd gone to have a drink with the old man,” she cried. “No. I stayed here.” “D'you like it, this life?” Rosaline put the parrot back on his perch, where he swayed from side to side, squawking in protest: “Les bourgeois a la lanterne, nom de dieu!” They both laughed. “Oh, it must be a wonderful life. This barge seems like heaven after the army.” “But they pay you well, you Americans.” “Seven francs a day.” “That's luxury, that.” “And be ordered around all day long!” “But you have no expenses.... It's clear gain.... You men are funny. The old man's like that too.... It's nice here all by ourselves, isn't it, Jean?” Andrews did not answer. He was wondering what Genevieve Rod would say when she found out he was a deserter.