Birds -- Tanzania; World War, 1914-1918 -- Campaigns -- Tanzania
and returned to camp, feeling that our little adventure had deserved a
more fitting finish. However, I think we thoroughly frightened the enemy,
for the wires were not again interfered with while we lay at Kissaki.
KISSAKI, _15th Oct._
Seven German Askaris gave themselves up overnight. They report food
scarce, and also that numbers of natives are deserting and going off
west through the bush, their purpose to try to find their way back to
their homes. They also say, as we have heard before, that the German
carriers are partially bound when in camp, so that they cannot run away
in the night, if they wanted to escape.
Then I find a few entries when all was not as it should be and a little
cry of impatience had crept in:
KISSAKI, _16th Oct._
Bad night; suffering from dysentery. Weak and lay on my grass-bed all day.
_17th Oct._
Little better to-day and trying to get around duties. Feeling about
“all in” now, but must stick it out with the others, and trust that the
sickness will pass off.
_19th Oct._
[Sidenote: OVERSTRAINED AND LANGUISHING]
Feeling better to-day and cheerier, but I wish, since I’ve lost patience,
that we could get along with “the Show,” and then be quit of Africa for
a time, for I have a passionate desire that we should be free to change,
just for a little, the colour and the quality of a long-familiar picture
whose strange characteristics are now indelible. Sometimes, I’m afraid, I
feel as if I was in prison, and long for the freedom of the life beyond
these prison walls. Those are times when thoughts quickly fly in and out
the old scenes—dear old familiar scenes—and they are touched now with a
deep and a sure appreciation. Would that they could stay; would that, by
the strength of their willingness, they could lift me in body over the
vast space and set me in some fair, peaceful land! But, alas! so quickly
as I write they are back again, exhausted, and fluttering in the bated
African sun-glare. Nevertheless, for the hour, I am restless as those
thoughts. This campaign, this adventure of war, has been a long Game of
Patience, and I feel mad, poor wight, at times to chuck away the cards
and run. But, after all, I know that all is as it should be, and that
the hand must be strong to win. Yet it would be a very beautiful day in
my eyes were it ever to come to pass, this pictured freedom from war and
bloodshed, though for the present it is so far down the long blind trail
of the uncertain road before me that I may but carry the memory of things
that have been, and of things that are ideal.
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