The Delegation having been divided through the unfortunate sickness
of one of their number, we left the country and returned to England
in several groups and by different routes. The group of which I was a
member took train at Saratov, and was enabled to go all the way through
to Reval without a change. The country looked pleasant and peaceful.
Large herds of cows were a frequent feature of a prosperous-looking
landscape--for it cannot be too often impressed that the country is not
lacking in food so much as clothing and other goods, and that if the
means of transportation were better the peasants could supply much more
to the towns. The green of the fields looked inviting after the brown
of the river. The cool winds of the plains blew in on us through the
carriage windows and were a grateful relief after the shimmering heat
of Astrakhan and the lower reaches of the Volga.
Having little to do but prepare our meals after Moscow was left behind,
we discussed with one another our impressions. We speculated upon the
possible change of view which might have been effected in some of us
by our experiences. What should we say to the people who had sent us
out? And what ought we to say to the great working-class public at home
anxious to have our report? One thing we were unanimous in hoping:
That nothing might be said or done that would make it more difficult
for peace with Russia to be concluded speedily. Never for a second was
there a shade of difference amongst the Delegates that the war was a
crime in its inception and a blunder in its continuance. But on other
matters we differed. Some came out of Russia filled with uncritical
enthusiasm for the Bolsheviki; others were bitterly disappointed in
their expectations; others again were confirmed in former opinions.
As we approached the frontier once more, I put my head out of the
window to take a last look at the Red Flag. There it was gaily waving
in the wind. A colleague started to whistle a familiar air.
“What is that you are whistling?” I asked, “a last verse of ‘The
Internationalé’?”
“No,” he replied with a wry smile, “a new verse of the Red Flag.”
We were curious and he obliged us with the words:
“The people’s flag is palest pink,
It’s not so red as you might think;
We’ve been to see, and now we know
They’ve been and changed its colour so.”
“So, my irreverent friend, that is how you feel, is it?” I asked,
feeling that I understood.
“It is,” he replied. “I went out without the slightest bias in the
world against what I regarded as a very big thing, the establishment of
a great Socialist Republic, and I have come out with a deep feeling of
disappointment. There is practically no Socialism in Russia worthy of
the name. And the people are utterly wretched.”
I could see that his flippant mood covered a very real disappointment,
and was silent for a while; then I reminded him that perhaps we had
expected too much, and he seemed to agree.
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