Through Night to Light: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Through Night to Light: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
Fiction
"Contrary to your wishes and intentions ... An affair which concerns no
one but your family ... I really have not the advantage of knowing how
I am to interpret the lady's words. I find it impossible to believe
that a lady who is so universally known for her stern sense of justice
as the Baroness Grenwitz should wish anything different from the last
will of a dying man, when chance or providence brings it about, when,
against all human expectations, that last will can after many years be
fulfilled; I find it impossible to believe that. But what am I saying?
You will laugh at me that I have taken a jest, by which you wished to
ridicule my over-great desire to serve you, for a moment in good
earnest. Do I not know better than anybody else that I have acted
exactly according to your views by preserving all the documents, the
sacred relics of departed friends, like a precious treasure, and by
doing whatever I could do towards securing the property to the rightful
owner? Do I not know that your hesitation, your incredulity, your
mistrust even, are only the result of your apprehension to awaken in
the heart of a fellow-being brilliant expectations, which may not be
realized, for, however improbable, it is not absolutely impossible that
we may be mistaken. Do I not know that all the parties concerned are of
one and the same opinion, and that your husband, whom you have no doubt
promptly informed of all the details, is overjoyous to pay off an old
debt which fortunately is not yet extinguished by limitation?"
The position of a captured she bear, whom the increasing heat of the
bars of her cage forces to rise on her hind legs and to dance as
gracefully as she can, while she would like nothing better than to
break out of her prison and to tear her adversary to pieces, resembles
exactly that of the baroness as she was now sitting opposite to Mr.
Timm. The cruel irony with which Mr. Timm appealed to that sense of
justice and equity of which she had boasted all her life, and of which
she after all had nothing but the outward appearance, seized her like a
hot iron. Her cold, selfish heart boiled over with indignation. Rage
and fury filled her soul. She would have liked to strangle Timm, who
sat smiling before her--to stab him, poison him. And she could do
nothing, nothing, but swallow her wrath, and to say with all the
calmness she might command:
"Mr. Timm, you do not look upon the matter exactly as we do; and it is,
of course, quite natural that you, who are standing outside, should
also see nothing of it but the outside. Unfortunately I am too tired
to-night to explain to you my own views of the affair. I have requested
my nephew, Felix, to do it in my place, and I beg you, therefore, to
look upon anything he may tell you as if it were coming from myself. I
am fully persuaded that you will find no difficulty in choosing between
the good will of the family of Grenwitz and the friendship of a
nameless adventurer. Good-by, Mr. Timm!"
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