Through Night to Light: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Through Night to Light: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
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He walked upon the wharf that stretched far into the sea, and along
which vessel lay by vessel, out to the uttermost point. Here he stood
for some time, sunk in silent meditation, and looked with folded arms
out into the darkness which rested on the waters, and listened to the
low, monotonous splashing of the waves which were all the time kissing
and caressing the massive blocks of the breakwater. Was this his
dearly-beloved sea, on which his dreams and his hopes had so often
taken wings in company with countless gulls? Was this the dark abyss,
in which his hopes and dreams had been irretrievably swallowed up for
all eternity, like the treasure of a shipwrecked vessel?
Beyond, on the other side of the black waste of waters, lay the island,
so near and yet so far off, like the time which he had spent there--the
short span of time that held all he had ever known of happiness and
peace in this life. A ferry-boat, which came from the island across,
sailed close by the outer end of the wharf on which he was standing. He
heard the measured dip of the heavy oars as they struck the waters, and
the peculiar low screeching which they cause as they rub against the
gunwale; he heard the confused voices of the passengers; he could even,
as they came nearer, distinguish single words; he thought he heard
Helen's name. Perhaps it was only an illusion, or an echo in his own
heart; but it struck him with peculiar force, and all of a sudden a
desire overcame him to seek out the house where, as he knew, the fair
maid was staying at the time.
He went back into the town; he crossed the market-place. He stopped
before the house where Berger had lived. There was no light in the
windows. He could see by the light of a street-lamp that the green
blinds were closed, as in a house whose owner had died. From the
steeple of St. Nicholas the solemn music of a choral was heard, in
which, according to an ancient custom, Grunwald bids every evening at
nine o'clock farewell to the day that has gone by. Ordinarily the
organist only sends four men up to sing; but on days when a citizen of
distinction has been gathered to his fathers, he sends half, or the
whole of the choir, according to the desire of the survivors, who wish
to give an expression to their grief in this extraordinary manner.
To-day all the voices were fully represented--the deceased must have
been a man of very uncommon importance.
Oswald listened till the last note had died away. He thought of death,
and the Great Mystery which the grave does not solve, but makes only
darker, and how happy the men are, after all, who find their trust in
believing in a Saviour and a Redeemer.
The long-drawn summons of the sentinel before the main-guard awaked him
from his dreams. The squeaking voice of a youthful hero gave the
command: "Carry arms! Ground arms! Helmets off for prayer!" Piety by
order--effusions of heart, according to the paragraph of the
regulations! In a well ordered state everything must go by rule.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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