Through Night to Light: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Through Night to Light: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
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"It is true, I am very comfortable at this boarding-school. They treat
me, not as a pupil, but as a guest, and I am sincerely grateful to the
principal, a Miss Bear, for her goodness, and the delicate
consideration with which she treats me, as if she knew all. Perhaps she
does know all. Such events, in families like ours, are not apt to
remain unknown. Have I not myself learnt much about my own engagement
only several weeks afterwards, and not from my father, with whom I have
corresponded all the time, and who has even come to see me several
times from Grenwitz (my mother, who I am told is here in Grunwald, has
broken off all intercourse with me), but from a young lady, a Miss
Sophie Roban, a former boarder here, whose acquaintance I have made,
and with whom I have even formed a kind of friendship. She is engaged
to our physician at Grenwitz, who has recently settled here, and thus
her news seems to be reliable. She told me what had occurred after my
departure from Grenwitz, and what papa had carefully kept from me; that
the young man, of whom I wrote you already last summer, our tutor,
Doctor Stein, has become my knight and my avenger, inasmuch, at least,
as he has fought a duel with Felix, and given my great cousin a lesson
which he will probably not forget very soon, as I learn from the same
authority. I cannot tell you how strangely this news has affected me.
At first--I may confess to you--my pride was offended that my name
should be coupled in the world with the name of a man like Mr. Stein;
that a stranger, a hireling, should have assumed responsibilities for
me, as if he were a relative, and my equal in rank. But then I thought
of the old saying, 'that if the people were silent the stones would
speak;' I remembered that a brother could not have behaved more
brotherly, nor a knight more chivalrously toward me than this man had
done from the first moment. I recalled, above all, that this man was my
Bruno's dearest friend, and I forgot my pride, and felt, not without
wondering at myself, that I could be grateful to this man for his great
kindness and affection without feeling, as I generally do, that this
gratitude weighs upon me as a burden. Nay, even more, I felt the desire
to see him, who was abroad, once more, in order to thank him in person,
and when I saw him to-day, quite unexpectedly, pass by the window at
which I was sitting, I felt--you will laugh at me, Mary--I felt that as
I returned his bow the blood rushed into my face. When he had gone by I
could not help following him with my eye, and then I leaned back in the
window and wept bitter tears over the memory of Bruno, which the
appearance of Stein had suddenly and powerfully revived in my mind. I
wish I could speak to him undisturbed.
"But I must break off here. I hear Miss Roban, who comes to play with
me, and Miss Bear, in the next room."
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