Through Night to Light: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Through Night to Light: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
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"More than his life," continued Oswald, passionately; "beyond death. It
was on his last day, a few hours before his death, that he showed me a
medallion with a lock of your hair, which he wore in his bosom, and
begged me to place it in his grave by his side. I was not able to
fulfil his wish. You know that I left the castle the next morning, not
knowing whether I should ever put my foot inside again, whether I
should be allowed to watch over my departed darling till his last
moment. I could not bear the terrible thought that the precious jewel
might fall into profane hands; I took it therefore, with the intention
to hand it to you, who alone have a legitimate claim to it. I still
have it in my keeping. When do you desire me to send it to you?"
They had passed through the gate of the fortress, and were now walking
down a street in the suburb, beneath tall, whispering poplar-trees.
Oswald tried to read Helen's face by the uncertain light of the moon,
which was just peeping out from behind drifting clouds. She looked pale
and deeply moved. Her arm rested more firmly on his arm, when she
replied, after a pause,
"Is the medallion very dear to you?"
"Can you ask me?"
"No, no! do not misunderstand me; I am not insensible; not ungrateful
for love and friendship. Keep the medallion! Keep it in memory of
your--of our darling!"
"Only in memory of him? It is your hair, Miss Helen; and only in memory
of him?"
"And--of me!"
Oswald took the small hand which was resting on his arm and carried it
to his lips.
"You make me very proud and happy," he said. "I have done nothing to
deserve so great a favor; but then, on the other hand, would grace be
grace if it could be deserved?"
"You are overwhelming me with your modesty. You wish me to thank you
for all your kindness, as I ought to thank you, and yet am not able to
do. You have always been very kind to me; you stood by me when even my
nearest relatives rose against me, and at the very last----"
"I did nothing but what I would do again at the peril of my life. But
here we are at Miss Bear's house. Is the gate locked?"
"No."
They went through the small garden up to the house-door. Oswald rang
the bell.
"Shall I see you again?"
"I go often to Doctor Rohan's!"
The door was unlocked from within.
"Good-night!"
"Good-night!"
Oswald seized Helen's hand and pressed it passionately to his lips.
The door opened.
"Till next time!" whispered Oswald.
"Till next time!" replied Helen, in a still lower tone. Oswald thought
she mentioned his name also. The next instant she had disappeared in
the house.
Oswald went back into the town in a state of excitement which was by no
means altogether joyous. Pure, chaste joy could no longer enter his
heart--as little as we are able to play a correct air upon an
instrument out of tune.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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