Through Night to Light: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Through Night to Light: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
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Emily, however, was far too frivolous and too bold to lose her good
humor at once, because of such a momentary defeat. The prince was not
to her taste, although she had before praised him in order to annoy her
rival; and if he did not choose to speak German to her, as he had done
the night before, he might leave it alone. Emily played with her beaux
as a trifling child plays with its dolls; it was utterly indifferent to
her whether she broke the head of one, or the other fell into the
water; she felt it only when one of her favorite dolls and she had
occasionally, for the sake of variety, one that she overwhelmed with
caresses and kisses--was not willing to be tender to her and to return
her affection. Oswald had been such a favorite, but cold, desperately
cold doll for her. She might have married him and become his faithful
wife if he had belonged to the same circles in which she lived--at
least her fancy represented it to her as possible in dreamy hours--but
now she was Baroness Cloten, and then--what did it matter to her? Was
she not handsome and young, and ten times cleverer than her foolish
husband with his everlasting "upon honor!" and "divine!" Why will
foolish men marry clever and handsome young wives, especially when
these wives have a fondness for fancies brighter than the dull gray of
actual life? Are the wives to be blamed in such cases if they go their
own way, which is sometimes so narrow and dark that virtue and honor,
the faithful companions of good wives, are lost by the way?
Emily Cloten had been watching the whole time for an opportunity to
enter into conversation with Mrs. Jager, who, she suspected, might be
able to give her some news about Oswald, whom she had not seen again
since the night before. She availed herself, therefore, of the
favorable moment when the prince was speaking to the baroness and
Hortense, and the baron to the reverend gentleman, in order to inquire
of Primula about "that young man who was tutor at Grenwitz last
summer--Fels, I think, or Rock, or Stein, or whatever his name
was--since a friend of hers was in need of a teacher." Emily was not
mistaken; Primula could give her all information about Mr. Stein--"not
Fels, although he has a heart like the poet's hero, Felsenfest; not
Rock, although he towers like a rock above all men"--as the
enthusiastic poetess added warmly. He called nearly every day, she said
(Oswald had been there once); he was like a member of the family, and
as truly united with her in warm friendship as in their common
aspirations. "Excelsior!" She did not think, however, Oswald would just
now accept such a position, as he was "suffering in the dull bonds of a
school," but she would mention to him the offer.
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