Through Night to Light: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
General
Through Night to Light: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
Fiction
It would have been a difficult task for the most experienced lawyer to
find his way through this vast mass of more or less complicated
questions, and to decide in each case what was to be done for the
moment, and what for the future; how much more for Franz, who had no
experience in such matters of business. But love lent him miraculous
power, and sharpened his natural delicacy in his peculiar relations to
his father-in-law, which called upon him continually to encourage, to
appease, and to persuade. "I should not hesitate a moment," he would
say, "to jump after you into the water, if I saw you were in danger of
drowning, and you and everybody who should see it would think it
perfectly natural. Now you are in a danger which to many people appears
more formidable even than drowning--for many escape it only by rushing
into eternity--and I risk for your sake not my life, which you could
not give me back, but a few thousand dollars, which you can pay me back
at any time, when, as it seems highly probable, your health is
completely restored, and which, even if the worst should happen, it
would not make me unhappy to lose."
In this way Franz tried to help his father-in-law through many a sad
hour, in which the sense of his disease and the consciousness of his
position weighed too heavily on his soul. Franz hoped that the
excellent constitution of the man would do the rest. The privy
councillor had indeed hardly gained the conviction that--thanks to the
able and energetic help of his son-in-law--no dishonor could be
attached to his name, even if he were to die now, than he laid aside
all thoughts of death and determined to get well as soon as he could.
"Not quite well," he said, "for that I can never be again; but half
well, or two-thirds well--just well enough to be able to bring the hay,
which is now lying fresh on the meadow, dry into the barn. I feel it,
there are a few evening hours left me yet; I mean to make good use of
them. You shall not spend your money upon me, and into the bargain
sacrifice your future prospects for my sake."
Unfortunately this sacrifice had already been made.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account