Through Night to Light: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Through Night to Light: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
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"I wanted to say exactly what I said. I, your best friend--for that
privilege I am not willing to give up yet--I have the right and the
duty to be strict, and to examine before I say: Yes and Amen."
"Oh, Miss Sophie, I assure you my Marguerite is an angel."
"Your Marguerite? Why, look at the lion-hearted Bemperlein? Has it come
to that already? But, jesting apart, Bemperly! what do you know of the
angelic character of your Marguerite? I mean of that angelic nature
which is perceptible to other mortals also? Come, sit down here by me
quietly, before the fire, and tell me the whole thing from the
beginning. Here, take your cushion again, but please leave the poker
where it is!"
In spite of the trifling words, Sophie's voice sounded so faithful and
good, and her large blue eyes looked so full of sympathy and kindness,
that Bemperlein was not in the least afraid now to let the dear girl
look into the holiest of his heart, and to tell her everything, which
he did not even dare to think of but with trembling!
"You remember, Miss Sophie," he began, "that I told you and Franz
recently how I went to the Grenwitz House in order to find out what the
baroness, who had sent for me, wanted of me. I told you also that I
found Mademoiselle Marguerite in the ante-room, and the remarkable
scene which there took place; but I did not tell you, and I have not
let anybody see yet, the deep impression which that scene had made on
me. A man who has grown up in great poverty, as I have, and who has had
to struggle hard with cares and troubles, learns to understand
thoroughly what it means to be helpless and forsaken. You will
understand, therefore, what I mean, when I say that such a man, when he
sees others suffer, feels and thinks very differently from those who
have never been in such a position. That was the reason why I could not
get rid of the sight of the poor, forsaken girl in tears. I saw her
continually before me as she was standing near the door which led to
the rooms of the baroness sobbing and pressing her little hands upon
her eyes, while the bright tears were slipping through the slender
fingers. I heard continually the words: '_Oh, je suis si malheureuse_,'
and I worried myself to find out why the poor girl should be so
unhappy; for I could have sworn that there must have been another cause
than the mere sense of dependence, or the pain of having been once more
unjustly scolded.
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