Through Night to Light: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Through Night to Light: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
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Felix had changed sadly in these days, and it looked almost as if his
last appearance as a star in Grenwitz, which had been such a lamentable
failure, should also be his last performance in the salons where he had
so often shone brilliantly. The wound which he had received in his duel
with Oswald, though in itself not dangerous, had thoroughly undermined
his whole system, already weakened by a wild, profligate life, just as
a house in which the timber is affected with dry rot will be in danger
of tumbling down at any time, if but one of the joists be removed. The
ball had not injured any of the vital parts, and he had had the best of
medical advice, and yet the wound would not heal. And when it began at
last to look a little better, very grave symptoms of pulmonary disease
in an advanced stage had suddenly shown themselves. The physicians who
were called in shook their heads, spoke of the necessity of a change of
air, and a longer residence in a southern climate.
But Felix refused to see what was very clear to all others. Those
little scars?--why, I have been spotted very differently before. That
little fever?--ridiculous; I have felt worse many a morning after a
wild night. My lungs?--nonsense! What does that old wig, Balthasar,
know of my lungs? I don't believe in wise wigs. Felix Grenwitz wont die
so easily!
Perhaps it was a desire to confirm himself in this conviction which
made the _bon vivant attempt_ to succeed in the part of a lover as soon
as he was allowed to leave his room again after several weeks'
confinement with a diet of medicine and mucilage. He had looked upon
neat, pretty, blue-eyed Madeline, as soon as he had seen her, as a
rose-bud which it might be worth his while to gather, and he would have
made some efforts in that direction long since if Albert had not, for
very good reasons, dissuaded him earnestly. Besides, he had then not
given up the hope of winning the fair Helen, and his eyes had been
captivated for a time by her exceedingly pretty maid, Louisa. Now, when
those hopes were gone, he found in the monotony of his convalescence
the necessary leisure and ample opportunity to turn his attention
towards little Marguerite. Felix Grenwitz knew only two classes of
women: pretty women and ugly women; any other division, virtuous women
and others, he did not admit. He did not believe in female virtue; he
had never met with it; at most, caprice, coquettish cunning, and the
art to enhance the value of the merchandise so as to induce the buyer
to pay the highest price. Hence Felix Grenwitz did not believe that
Marguerite was virtuous, and this all the less as this experienced man
soon discovered that "Mamselle" had carried on a love affair with Mr.
Surveyor Timm while the masters were at the watering place. Timm
thought about women just as he did himself, as Felix knew perfectly
well; he had therefore won the game even before beginning it. Could
Felix Grenwitz fail where Albert Timm had succeeded? Nevertheless,
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