Through Night to Light: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Through Night to Light: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
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What this reason was Felix did not learn in the further course of the
conversation. He did not care particularly to know it. The last days
and nights, full of pain, had broken his spirit; the frivolous
haughtiness which he had so far boastingly exhibited had given way to
mournful nervousness, in which but one thought remained uppermost--the
desire to be well again at any cost. For this great purpose any means
were welcome. If his aunt was willing to furnish the means for his
travels, which he knew were indispensable for his recovery, well!--and
all the better, the more she gave! Why she gave--why she gave now,
after having declared it only a few days before utterly impossible to
raise the means--what did he care for that? No more than a man who is
in danger of drowning inquires from whence the saving log comes
swimming down to which he clings at the very last moment.
When the baroness rose an hour later and folded up her work, the
Italian journey was a settled matter. Felix was, if his condition did
not grow worse, to start in a few days. "You know, dear Felix," said
Anna Maria, "I am in favor of doing promptly what has to be done. And
here there is danger in delay; besides, I should forever reproach
myself bitterly if I had not done whatever was in my feeble power to
avert this threatening danger from you."
She offered him kindly her bony hand, and Felix kissed it reverently.
Anna Maria then left the room.
"The old dragon," grumbled Felix, sinking back exhausted; "what can
have gotten into her head to make her all of a sudden so liberal? How
lucky I did not tell her how much that rascal Timm is asking for! She
will have to hear it one of these days; but not before I am down in
Italy. Oh! my arm! I must submit to a regular cure; and, after all,
every man is his own nearest neighbor."
"The foolish fellow," thought Anna Maria, as she slowly walked back to
her room through the long passages; "it is hard that I have to go to
such fearful expense after having paid so much for him already. But it
cannot be helped. He must leave the house, and this is the most
respectable and the least noisy way to get rid of him."
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