Through Night to Light: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Through Night to Light: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
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A joyful fear fell upon Oswald. Who else could this be but Helen? It is
true the step was a bold one, but what is it that love does not dare?
He threw with rapid pen a few lines on the paper and gave it to
Lebrecht, with the direction to be sure and not to lose the note, an
admonition which seemed to be but too well justified by the exceedingly
stupid appearance of the orphan boy.
The hours which had to pass till the evening came seemed to him to
creep slowly. Misfortune would have it, besides, that he had to give
two lessons that afternoon, and to an upper class, where the pupils
disliked him particularly on account of his partiality. There was no
lack, therefore, of annoyances and tricks, especially as their young
teacher seemed to be in worse humor than usually, and Oswald allowed
himself to be carried away by his passionate anger--a scene which
restored quiet in the frightened class, but which caused him greater
annoyance than anything else.
Wrath and disgust in his heart, he left the college. Not far from there
he met Franz. No meeting could have been more inconvenient to him just
then. He had cultivated the friendship of this excellent man very
little; he had hardly been two or three times at Doctor Roban's house,
and generally with a hope of not finding Franz there. He knew that such
conduct towards a man to whom he was deeply indebted laid him open to
the charge of gross ingratitude, but he preferred that to the sense of
humiliation which he always felt when the grave eyes of his friend were
resting upon him.
"How are you, Oswald?" said Franz, crossing over from the other side of
the street and cordially shaking hands with him. "You must be
desperately busy that we see so little of you."
"Not exactly," replied Oswald; "but what little I have to do is all the
more disagreeable."
"How so?"
"That school! A single hour in the wretched treadmill spoils my temper
for the other twenty-three hours of the day. Rather a sweeper in the
streets than a teacher."
"I knew beforehand the thing would not suit you." said Franz, with his
kindly, warm smile; "but, Oswald, you know habit is a great thing; and
then, pray, consider, every profession requires self-denial and
sacrifices, even the sweeper's profession. Good-by, Oswald; I have to
call here. Do, pray, come and see us soon: I have something important
to tell you."
Franz entered the house of his patient, and Oswald walked on.
"Self-denial--sacrifices!" he murmured; "that sounds very beautiful
from the lips of one who is happy in his vocation. There is nothing
more intensely disagreeable than to be lectured in such general
phrases, which suit our position about as well as a blow upon the eye.
Timm is right: Franz is a tiresome pedant."
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