Through Night to Light: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Through Night to Light: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
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This meeting the prince at this hour and at this place was a
confirmation of Emily's words which could not well be stronger. The
drop of jealousy which had fallen into Oswald's heart set his blood on
fire, and brought him with great suddenness to the same state of
despair in which Emily had been on that night when she was rejected by
Oswald and, with wrath against him and jealousy of Helen in her heart,
went to become Cloten's betrothed. The only difference was, that Emily
had never loved the man in whose arms she threw herself, while Oswald
had been from the first moment deeply impressed with the lovely woman
who was now hanging so temptingly on his arm.
"Here we are!" said Emily, when they had reached a villa which lay on
the same side of the road. Between the villa and the next house a lane,
which Oswald knew perfectly well, led straight down to the park.
"Have you the courage to walk a little further with me into the park?"
whispered Oswald into her ear, as they stopped.
"Why not?" answered Emily, still lower.
But her courage could not be very great, after all for as they went on
between the two houses and then down a very steep hill, which led by
means of a short wooden bridge into the park, her heart beat as if it
would burst; and when they at last found themselves under the tall
trees, and the night-wind blew dull through the leafless branches, she
hesitated, and said:
"It is very dark here."
"Then you are, after all, afraid, darling!" replied Oswald, bending his
face so low that his breath touched her cheek.
"Not by your side, If we were going to face death!"
Emily hung around Oswald's neck; the lips, which did not meet for the
first time to-day, touched each other in one long, burning kiss.
They walked up and down the avenue. They did not mind that they could
not see the trunks of the trees at a few paces distance--that the cold
breath of the sea blew on them; the darker it was, the further they
felt removed from the world, which must not know anything of their
love; and the colder it was, the more frequently would he wrap the warm
shawl around her--the more closely could she press to his bosom, to his
arms. The whole fire of passion which was burning in Emily's heart
flared up in wild flames. She kissed his hands, she kissed his lips,
she laughed, she cried, she was beside herself! "Oh, take me with you,
Oswald! wherever you want--to the end of the world--where no one knows
us, no one blames our love! I do not care for riches and for rank. I
have not learnt to work, but I will learn it with pleasure for your
sake. You laugh; you do not believe me. Oh, try me! Make me your slave;
I do not complain, if I can only be near you! And, Oswald, when you do
not love me any more, then tell me frankly; or no! rather tell me not!
take, without saying a word--take a dagger and thrust it in my heart;
and then, when all is over, allow me, for pity's sake, the unspeakable
bliss of breathing my last in a kiss on your lips!"
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